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Buff Spider x GN! Reader

You shook, you were sad and crying in your bedroom. Something had happened, and it triggered past experiences that hurt you. Someone had made a certain judgment on your personality/body, and it made you self-destruct and breakdown as soon as you got home. You bit down on your lip, hard and dug your nails into your arms. Hot tears streamed down your face as you felt the words and actions stir in your mind, corrupting it and filling it with self-hatred. You gasped for breath as you kept asking yourself, "what's wrong with me?" you kept repeating it, breaking down further and further.

Soon you were shouting the question at yourself and started to hit your head on your fists. "Love bug! I'm back! Did you have fun?!" your head snapped up towards the sound, it was the love of your life, but he couldn't be here... not right now. You panicked, eyes wide as you wiped your tears, but they kept on spilling out of your eyes, flowing like a river. "Bug?" he called out in worry. You couldn't speak, your throat sore from shouting. You shook like a leaf and no matter how hard you tried your cries were audible.

"Honey?" he said softly as he opened the door and entered the room. "L-look away!" you said in a raspy voice and did your best to cover your face. He sat by you, moving slowly to not startle you and he pulled you into his lap. He stoked your back and you finally broke again, tears rushed out, a lot more than before as you cried into him, holding on tightly. "Honey? What's wrong, what happened?" he whispered into your ear. As he kept stroking your back.

The tears had started to slow and you choked out,"ther-re was some-eone th-that said things- about m-ee..." you held onto him as if he was leaving but he only kissed the top of your head and said, "you don't have to tell me anymore, but please love, whatever they said to you may or may not be true, but one thing is." he tilted your head up at him as he cupped your cheek with his hand and wiped away tears with his thumb.

"People love you because of those things, you may view them as flaws but others see them as beauty marks, I view them like beauty marks. Different and maybe a bit strange, but a feature that makes everything so much better." upon his gentle words, your mind cleared up a bit more. And what replaced the destructive thoughts were his words ringing like a bell. You expected him to say something more cliché like, 'it'll be okay' or 'you're perfect' but he didn't.

He made every part of you feel loved, even the imperfections you inhabited. "y/n, I love you, and I don't care if you have imperfections, as long as you're you, I'll love every part of it." he said, looking into your eyes. And it felt like the entire world was gone. It was just you two together, no hurtful words, just you and him. Nothing else mattered and you spoke, "Me too... I love you so much..." your tears had stopped and he kissed you on the forehead before connecting his head with yours. "Forever and Always" he said softly. "Forever and Always." you repeated back.

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