Kara & Lena (english version)

13

Kara's POV

Why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Lena Jack Kiss. Kiss Lena Jack

I couldn't get this scene out of my head. I couldn't get Lena out of my head.

I flew and flew and flewwwwwwww and nothing helped me forget this scene.

WHY HIM?!

What does he have that I don't?

Kara stop thinking like that! She's just your best friend. She doesn't know how you feel about her.

Arggggghh

Tears streamed down my cheeks. I couldn't stand this pain. It felt like someone ripped my heart out. My throat was constricted too. I flew into a gloomy corner and cried my heart out.

Why does love hurt so damn much?

I didn't know what to do about it. How can I forget all this? How can I ease this pain? I can't lose Lena... But if she needs Jack to be happy, I won't stand in her way.

When I looked up again, I caught sight of the Alien Bar. Without thinking twice, I went there. I realized what the solution to forgetting was.

When I entered the bar, everyone looked at me in surprise. Only then did I notice that I was still in the Supergirl outfit. But I just ignored them and went straight to the bar.

I ordered three bottles of the alcohol Mon-el had given me back then. That was the only thing that could knock me out and I needed something like that now.

I took the bottles and flew home. But when I got home I just looked at the bottles. The last time I drank this, I felt good at the beginning but after that, I was no good. I looked at myself in the mirror. My eyes were swollen and red.

I'd better not drink... Maybe I should call Alex? She would surely comfort me and-

My cell phone started ringing. As I looked at the screen, I felt my heart being torn into a thousand pieces again. I started crying and the kiss popped in my head again.

I turned off my phone, and with that, Lena's name disappeared.

I couldn't take it anymore. I have to forget about all this.

I took a bottle, opened it, and started drinking. I felt the liquid going down. And I felt how I suddenly felt lighter. Everything in my head was suddenly foggy and I started laughing.

I couldn't remember why, but I knew I had to drink. Drink to forget.

And here is chapter 13...

(Drinking is not the solution, of course! If you hit a low point, turn to people you love or do things you like.

You are also welcome to write me)

Next chapter tomorrow ;)

And thank you for the 2 frequent readers😊

Your Scorpiongirl