I promised myself to never fall in love again.˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚ ꕥ RuiKasa

14. The urge to tell you.

TW: Massive cringe please if you read this do not point the cringe out in the comments. 

I beg. PLEASE DONT. 

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➶-͙˚ ༘✶ ''Is it okay if I tell you by the end of the week? I dont feel confident enough..'' Tsukasa says embarrassed as Rui nods, even tho he was slightly dissapointed. ''of course, but dont feel pressured to do anything.'' Rui explains as Tsukasa nods and right after falling down with his head to the pillow, completly asleep. Rui was surpised as he looked at Tsukasa and seeing how tired he was. ''Fufu~. What a cutie.'' Rui said as he went through Tsukasas hair one final time, until he got up and left to go to the living room, seeing his mother walk in. ''Oh.. hello..'' Rui said nervously as he shouldve been in school still. ''Rui? What are you doing here so early?'' his mother asked, Rui sighs and wispers. ''a friend of mine got sick and I.. needed to take him somewhere. I took him over to my place and he is resting on my bed right now.'' 

''Rui! You couldve atleast cleaned up a little bit..'' the mother says as Rui chuckled, walking over to the TV and turning it off. ''I will go cook now, is your friend awake?''

''No he is resting.''

''Than I will make food for everyone, you two can eat at the dinner table, I will go to my room.''

''Thanks mom..!'' Rui said happily as his mother smiled at him proudly, being happy that he is slowly recovering. As the woman went over to the kitchen, Rui didnt quiet know what to do. Usually he would go outside, but now he has guests over and was quiet bored. ''Hm...'' Rui thought as he quietly opened the door to his bedroom and walking over to his desk, working on his robot again. Quietly picking up the screwdriver and a screw from the floor,he starts to fix one of his inventions that he has been working on, as he tries to be as quiet as possible to not wake Tsukasa up. 

Some time passes by as Rui almost finished, accidently dropping his screwdriver as it hit the wooden floor. Making a pretty loud bang on the floor he looks surprised at the screwdriver, than instantly over at Tsukasa to see if he had woken up. As he saw the other boy open his eyes he sighs and walks over to the bed, sitting down at the edge of it. Tsukasa yawns and turns to look at Rui. ''Sorry if I woke you up.'' Rui says upset, Tsukasa smiling. ''Its fine, dont worry. What was that loud noise tho?'' Tsukasa asks tiredly as Rui says: ''I dropped my screwdriver on accident while I was working on my robot..'' 

''Really? Can I see it?!'' Tsukasa asked excited now as he instantly gets out of the bed to go over Ruis desk, but Rui stopped him as he grabbed the other from behind by the shoulders. ''How about you take a shower first... you are still in your dirty clothes and your hair is a mess.'' Rui explains as Tsukasa turns around. ''Sure, but I dont have any spare clothes.'' Tsukasa says as Rui grabs Tsukasas hand and leads him to the bathroom. ''I worry I will give you some of mine, dont worry. There is the shower, and...'' Rui says as he opens a cabinet and takes out a towel. ''You can use this towel. When you finished just call me and I will give you some clothes.'' 

''Okay, got it. Anything else I need to know..?'' 

''Nope, I will go now! Have fun~.'' Rui said as he quickly left the bathroom and closed the door, letting Tsukasa do his own thing now. While Tsukasa was busy in the shower, Rui opened his wardrobe to see what clothes he could give Tsukasa. ''Hm.. Maybe an oversized sweater, I wanna see what he looks like in it.'' Rui says to himself as he grabs the sweatshirt and some pants and underwear for Tsukasa to put on. While that Ruis mom came in Ruis room. ''Food is ready! Oh, where is your friend?'' Ruis mother asked. ''He is currently in the shower, you can already bring the food tho.'' Rui said while putting the clothes on the bed, only now realizing that he needed to clean everything up. ''Okay, just go in the kitchen yourself, I will be in my room.'' Ruis mother said as she left. 

''I need to change the covers of the pillow, blanket and of the matress now..'' Rui said to himself, opening his wardrobe again and getting the clean covers out, changing everything on the bed so it didnt look to messy anymore. After he went over to the bathroom, kindly knocking on the door. ''Tsukasa-kun? Are you done?'' Rui asks loudly, Tsukasa answering: ''Almost, give me abit more time please!''

''Fine, but my mom made food, so hurry...!''

''Okay, will do, just wait 5 more minutes!''

Rui than left as he got the clothes ready on a small table near the bathroom door, than leaving to the kitchen to see what his mom made. It were some simple noodles with cheese and meatballs, also with some sauce on it. As time went on Rui had prepared the table, placing two plates on it as with some forks and spoonsm, also preparing the water and placing it on the table with two glasses. As he was preparing the table, he heard Tsukasa saying that he was finished as he went over to the bathroom and opening the door. 

''Okay, here are your clothes! 

...'' 

As Rui walked in he was stunned to speak, seeing Tsukasa only having a towel over his waist with his hair wet and a decent sixpack (I cringed aswell writing this I am so sorry).  As Rui saw the other one he instantly went red, giving Tsukasa his clothes. ''There.. you can wear them..'' Rui said as Tsukasa took the clothes, also blushing. ''Thank you, I will change then..!'' Tsukasa said as he smiled nervously at Rui, seeing him walk out of the room. As Rui walked out he went even more red seeing his crush basically half naked, standing infront of the door. ''why does he have to be so attractive..'' the boy thought to himself as he went over to the table and sat down, trying to calm down as he poured some water into his glass, quickly drinking the luiqid. 

''I wanna be together with him so bad..'' Rui said as he threw his head on the table near the plate, his face slowly turning from a red tomato to a normal one again. 

''Why did I throw everything away I was gonna give him, I just wanna tell him that I love him.''

After about 3 minutes later Tsukasa came out of the bathroom as he saw Rui near the stove, checking on the food now and then as he was heating it up. ''Hey I am done, your clothes are really.. big.'' Tsukasa said as the shirt was clearly way to big for him as the sleeves were going till his elbows. Rui laughed at the sight as you could barely see the shorts. ''Sorry, thats all I had. It looks very good on you tho.'' 

''Haha, thanks! Anyways what did your mother make?'' Tsukasa asked as Rui picked up the pan and placed it on the table with a kitchen towel under it. ''Some noodles if thats fine with you!'' Rui said as he sat down, Tsukasa sitting down accross him on the other side of the table. ''I mean, who doesnt like noodles? Of course I will eat it.'' Tsukasa said as some water from his hair dropped on the table. ''Your hair is still abit wet, do you need a hairdryer?'' Rui asked as Tsukasa shook his head. ''Nah.. I am fine dont worry! Also my mom should pick me up in about 4 to 5 hours since she is at work. I explained everything to her, if that is okay with you.'' 

''Of course, anything you do is fine with me. At the end of the day you are my one and all, 'Kasa-kun~.''

A/N: LMAO THIS CHAPTER IS THE WEIRDEST OUT OF ALL BUT ALSO THE FRUTIEST...

Sorry if I made you uncomfy with this one I needed some more gay moments for my own sake...

sayin this for the 5th time sorry if there are any grammar mistakes

I was also hassitating so much if I should publish it but fuck this shit who cares its decent