When You Say Nothing At All. . .

Chapter 59

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I see the world so differently now. A lot of things have changed, but my love for him grew much deeper and stronger. And when I look into his eyes, I see my very soul. I see a world full of joy and peace. I see my home in him. I see my future with him. I see my life spending it solely with him. .

I look at my man and smiled.. " Sa bawat araw na lumilipas, mas lalo lamang akong nahuhulog sayo.. " panimula ko. .

Lumingon ako saka pinakatitigan ang mga imporatante tao na kasama namin ngayon at kasama naming pinagdidiwang ang pag iisang dibdib namin.. Hindi hihigit sa dalawampu ang mga nandito at saksi sa aming bagong simula..  Sila ang mga importanteng kapamilya, kaibigan namin . Sila ang mga pinagkakatiwalaan namin. . Sila lang, sapat na..

Saka ko muling tinuon ang mga tingin sa taong pag aalayan ko ng aking buhay..

... "and , today my love, my whole being is yours. Through all of the uncertainties and trials of life, I promise to be faithful to you and love you,  . . With you, I know we'll build a home with pure love and with full of laughters! With screams na din siguro, sa magiging future furbabies natin, dahil nasimulan naman natin sa isa, dumagdag agad ng isa pa.. at syempre, .. Sa magiging future children natin. Oo children, kasi , subukan natin hangga't kaya natin. Kakayanin ko na humigit sa isa. "

Tumawa ito sabay haplos sa pisngi ko. What he said next earned a laughters from the crowd. "I really need to work harder, for our future children. I need to strenghten my sperms then. Vito, might help me with that dahil doctor naman ito. "

" hoy! Hahahhaha!! Teka , kagulat naman to!! Seriously though, . . Mahal ko, makinig ka. . To be your kin and your partner in all of life's adventures is all I could hope for in the world. Loving what I know of you and trusting what I don't yet know, I give you my whole being. . Kaya ikaw love ah, humanda ka na at ako na makakasama mo habang buhay! Hinding hindi kita pakakawalan pa! Handa na ako maging kabiyak mo, ikaw ba, eh handa na??"

" Matagal na akong handa. The moment I first laid my eyes on you, dito, sa Baguio. Remember??" Tumango ako. Tumango tango ako, dahil oo, hindi ko makakalimutan ang araw na sinabi nya yon sa akin. . Ang akala kong simpleng pagpunta dito sa Baguio ang maging daan para sa pinapangarap kong kinabukasan kasama ang mahal ko..

... I have longed to have you, I have loved you from afar, I have loved you unconsciously, I have loved you long before you come to know me, Sarah. And now, im loving every passing moment you are with me. "

" Matteo.. " Hinalikan nito ang kamay ko, ang palad ko , saka nya hinalikan ang noo ko. . " I love you so much.. " I whispered..

" You just don't know yet how much love I have for you. Kaya humanda ka mahal ko, hinding hindi ka na makakawala pa sa akin! Sa akin ka na, akin ka lang ah. At syempre, Humanda ka sa mga "children" na gagawin natin! .

" hahahah!! Aba eh, handang handa na ako!"

Napuno ng hiyawan ang loob ng chapel. Even the priest, he's laughing so hard. . And what made me the happiest? Is simply seeing my Matteo in tears of joy! He's my happiness. Buong puso kong hinaplos ang mumunting luha na tumulo mula sa mga mata nito..  "my baby's crying.. "

" Love, Sarah.. makinig ka ah, "

" opo sir! Ano pa po sasabihin nyo??"

" let's live long please.. "i nodded. .  "It was the darkest day of my life, that moment when I saw you, almost .. lifeless.. Vito can attest to that. I was so livid. But I was so scared as well. I don't know what to do, I couldn't think nor I couldn't function well. It was hell. It was something i would not like to experience again. It was something, im really scared of happening again.. Kaya love, pasensya na kung ngayon pa lang, ganoon na kahigpit ang security ko sayo. . Dahil masaktan na ako, huwag lang ikaw.. Nawala na sa atin ang anghel natin, hindi ko na makakaya kung pati ikaw ay mawala pa.. "