Opposites Attract

Screaming Blur

*the photo above is of Noah with Emma from different times*

•PLEASE LISTEN TO YOU COULD BE HAPPY BY SNOW PATROL WHILE READING THIS CHAPTER•

•Noah Blair•POV•

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Everything's going bad again...

Nothing is right.

And I am numb.

Everything's going bad again...

I haven't spoken to Emma since... I can't remember when the last time was. Defiantly more then a few weeks now. And I'm starting to go insane.

No literally, sometimes I feel like it never happened. And that I could just call her up and she would answer.

I miss her... I miss her so much. And God do I love her.

Everything is going bad again...

I see her in the hallways but then again I don't see her. It's like I'm in a glass box, I can never get close enough to her. And I have started doing something I probably shouldn't.

Everyone morning and every night, I drive to her house to make sure she's okay. Her bedroom is the one facing the street so I can see through her window. And it's the closest I can get to still being with her. Closest I can get to her without hurting her.

I have never told Emma this, but back in Maine. I used to drink... A lot. And it's started again. I also smoked quite a fair bit too. All part of the bad boy act.

So that's why I am currently sat on my lonely window seat, which Emma and I would used to make out on. Listening to my sad spotify playlist, flicking through my phone looking at all the pictures I have with her.

God she is so beautiful. I am so lucky to have been with her. I am so lucky to have had her. Why did I let her go?

*flashback* *sexual, feel free to skip this*

"No Noah come on now what if someone sees?" She chuckled adorably and whole heartedly.

"No ones going to see I promise."

"What about your neighbour?"

"Oh you mean my hundred year old neighbour? The one with the sight of a bat? He's blind babe. Come please."

"Noah come one don't be silly." She chuckled. She looked so perfect sitting next to me like that on my window seat. I dragged her in closer by the hips and placed her in the centre of my lap. Our lips were so close that they brushed against each other.

"Please, just one kiss?" I begged. Pouting the way I know she can't resist.

"Ugh... Just one?" She asked sceptically.

"One." I spoke confidently. It won't stay just one. I knew that, and I had a sneak suspicion that she knew it too.

"Fine." She breathed out lightly. She gently but very quickly placed her lips on mine, barely grazing them and then pulled straight back. "There you go! One kiss." She chuckled in my lap.

"Come on now... You know that isn't a kiss." I spoke suggestively. I pulled her in even closer again by the tops of her thighs. She sighed in defeat and began wrapping her legs around my waist. Her arms mirrored this movement and wrapped tightly around my neck.

She slowly and gently, replaced her lips back on mine. And this time they stayed there. Her lips softly stayed moving in sync with mine and her tongue flicked over my bottom lip.