the shadow in Shadowhunters

chapter 44

clary "and i can't figure out which one is worse."
clary "if i, uh..."
clary "[stutters] if i bury simon..."
clary "what are the risks?"
jace "clary, no absolutely not."
clary "jace, i need to know!"

raph "if simon is buried and he doesn't emerge..."
raph "he would be trapped under the earth... starving for eternity."
clary "oh, my god."
clary "and, uh..."

clary "[stutters] if i... if i stake him?"
raph "he'll die a human death."
raph "it's painless, as far as i know."
clary start crying again it getting old.
clary "simon, i'm so sorry."

time skip
we where all in the living room of simon house.
jace "this is a bad idea."
jace "promise me you won't tell a mundane..."
jace "...that simon was bitten by a vampire."

clary "i promise."
jace "good."
jace "because part of our job as shadowhunters is making sure mundanes don't--"
clary "know the truth?"
jace "don't know anything about the shadow world."

clary "don't worry, i'm just gonna..."
clary "tell her there was an accident."
clary "that,um..."
clary "that simon's not coming back."

clary "i owe his mother that much. she loves him."
simon mum walkes in.
elaine "i haven't heard anything from simon since yesterday, clary."
elaine "and he flipped out on rebecca and i."

elaine "and then just disappeared."
elaine "have you heard from him? or have you seen him?"
elaine "should i be calling the police?"
clary "no."

clary "no, don't do that. um..."
clary "if we needed to, i would have called luke."
elaine "i just want to know if he's all right."
clary "i saw him."
elaine "oh, my god. you did? where?"

elaine "where is he? is he okay?"
clary "no. not exactly."
elaine "is it drugs? i mean, he said that it wasn't, but--"
clary "uh, no, it's not drugs. um..."

elaine "clary..."
elaine "whatever it is, i can handle it."
clary "okay, look, the truth is..."
jace pushed one of the monkeys off the shelf.
elaine "what..."
elaine went towards it to pick it up.

jace wispering "what are you doing?"
clary "i don't know, okay? this is really hard."

jace "be careful."
clary "i will."
elaine "simon got this for me for mother day."
elaine "you know, 'cause he's my little... monkey."

elaine "clary, i don't know what i'd do if anything happend to him."
elaine "rebecca and simon, they're all i have."
elaine "after i lost their father..."
elaine "but you were saying?"

elaine "to tell me the truth...."
me "elaine simon has a crush on me and he not sure what gender he likes he's just a bit confused."
me "he is trying to figure it out but when he comes out don't tell him i told you."
elaine "i would be happy if you two got together."
me "thank you."

jace "clary..."
we all went to simon room.
jace "what happened to the plan?"
jace "tell her that simon's not coming home."