the shadow in Shadowhunters

chapter 47

clary "when your granfather gave you this at your bar mitzvah, you um..."
clary "you told me how much it meant to you."
clary "it was a symbol  of the day you became a man."
clary starts crying.

clary "simon..."
clary "simon, no matter what happens..."
clary "no matter what..."
clary "you become..."
clary "you will always be that man to me."

jace hugs clary when she starts crying again.
jace had to bury him for clary she couldn't do it.
i coudn't even however i was not going to cry not in front of them.

jace "that mundane's a fighter."
jace "he survived the vampires at the hotel dumort."
jace "he survived the werewolves at jade wolf."
jace "he survived accounting..."

jace "for whatever that's worth."
clary "he is a fighter, isn't he?"
clary "look, i know you think wmotions cloud judgment..."
clary "and that whole falcon story, i... i don't think i'll ever be able to wrap my head around that, but..."

clary "all of that contradicts the first rule of being mundane."
jace "what's the first rule of being mundane?"
clary "it's that love makes you stronger."
clary "it was my mother's love for me that made her betray valentine and steal the cup."

clary "it's love that makes you fight harder for what you want."
the ground starts to shake.

raph "it's happening."
clary "simon."
clary "simon, it's me. it's... it's clary."

raph "once reborn, you emerge hungry."
raph "very hungry."
simon ript apart the blood bags.
raph "drink up."

simon "clary..."
simon "what's happening?"
clary "you, um... you died."
simon "i what?"
simon "what's this?"
simon "that's blood."
simon "oh, my--"

simon "damn it."
simon "am i..."
simon "am i a vampire?"
simon "clary, tell me... tell me this isn't real."
simon "tell me this is not really happening!"
clary "i'm sorry. i'm sorry, i'm so sorry!"

simon "i'm..."
simon "i'm... i'm repulsive!"
clary "no, please..."
clary "please don't say that, okay?"
clary "you're still the same, simon."
clary "you're the same simon i've known my whole life."

clary "the same guy who... loves sci-fi."
clary "and who can recite every line from... from every nicoles cage movie."
clary "the same simon who carried me over brooklyn bridge."

i teloported away i can't, it to much.