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'Huh?'
'May I court you?' Inulit nya ang tanong nya making me speechless 'See? The girl I want isn't ready yet.' Humigpit ang hawak nya sa manobela making his veins come out 'You like me? Kala ko ba dati lang yon?' I looked at him, confuse.
'Yeah, dati yon. But it came back stupid right?' I saw him chuckle 'hey it isn't stupid' umayos ako ng upo 'It is, but it's okay.. it's okay to be stupid for you' he smiled 'Sorry, I- i don't know what to say or to react' bumaba ang tingin ko 'It's okay, you don't need too' nakafocus lang sya sa daan.
'I tried to stopped my feelings for you, and glady I did.. but you showed up again, not as my schoolmate but as my student. When I saw you back in the studio? My heart burst.' Tumatawa tawa nyang kwento 'lakas pala ng impact ko sayo' nilaro ko ang daliri ko, he took my hand and place it near his heart 'See? This is your impact.' Ramdam na ramdam ko ang bilis ng tibok ng puso nya 'it's beating so fast..' gulat na sabi ko.
'Syempre ikaw tinitibok nito e' he looked at me causing my cheeks to burn up!
'But... would you really wait me?' Nakita kong napahinto sya 'Yes. I don't care how long, but I'll wait until you're ready.' He smiled and held my hand. Ilang minuto pa ay nakarating na kami sa bahay 'We're here!' Inihinto ni Riki ang sasakyan sa tapat ng gate at inalalayan akong makalabas. The maids were already waiting for me.
'Okay ka na ba dito?' Riki ask getting the things outside his car 'Yep! Nandito nanaman sila ate sila na bahala sakin' ngumiti ako sakanya 'Okay then, i should go..'
'Hey Riki!' Sigaw ko, I used all my strength to stand up and hug him 'Thank you, and.. please wait for me.' Pagkasabi ko non ay binitawan ko na sya. Para akong namumulang kamatis dito! Plus nakatingin pa sila yaya samin! Kahihiyan!
'Don't worry, I'll wait for you' he winked and got inside his car, pagkapasok ko ay nasalubong ko ang ate ko 'Omyghad my baby! How are you?' Nagmamadali syang tumakbo sakin hawak hawak pa ang chips na kinakain nya 'Nagtatampo ako sayo! Di mo manlang ako dinalaw sa hospital!' Pinagkrus ko ang braso ko 'Sorry na! May thesis kasi ako, sorry! Babawi ako sayo next week promise!' Tinaas nya pa ang right hand nya 'Okay!'
Tinulungan nila ako makaakyat sa kwarto ko, humiga ako ng maayos at inunat ang binti ko 'Hi room! I'm back' I looked around, wala naman nagbago! Nakakamiss lang dalawang linggo din ako sa hospital no! I opened my closet to chose comfortable clothes.
I chose to wear an oversize shirt and pajamas, I also took a quick shower nanlalagkit kasi ako. After I laid in my bed again atsaka tumingin sa kawalan, should I call my friends and tell them what happened awhile ago? I should get advices from them! For sure may mga jowa yung mga yon ngayon.
I called them at ang unang sumagot ay si Chloe 'Hi baby! Kumusta?' She was shouting 'sorry sorry sumisigaw ako ha? Nasa bar kasi ako HAHAHHAH' tumatawa tawang sabi ng gaga 'why are you there?' I curiosly ask her 'Wala, trip ko lang WHAHAHHHA' she's obviously drunk, tumataas na ata alcohol tolerance nito ah? 'Hi' it was Arianna with her business uniform 'Break namin!' She was drinking water 'Hi! U good?' Tanong ko
'I'm good! Toxic lang today! Ikaw?' She was breathing heavily 'I'm okay na, but the doctor said i should still take a rest' I took a screen shot of out video call 'HELLO MGA BEBE!' sumisigaw na singit ni Lou 'Hi Lou!' Sagot ko habang tumatawa why is everyone so loud? 'Ano na Maggie? Tara na party na!' She was dancing infront of the camera, looking so dumb dahil wala namang music.
'I just got out of the hospital gosh' parang di nila ako binisita kanina ah? 'Hello loves!' This time it was Torie, naka bikini pa sya! Probably having a shooting 'You look sexy love!' I complimented 'Thank you! How are you feeling?' She ask habang may nag me-make up sakanya 'I'm feeling fine' I smiled.
'Uh guys may I ask something?' I gulped
Lahat sila ngayon ay nakafocus sa camera nila, waiting for me to talk 'What would you feel if someone suddenly confess to you?' Kinakabahang tanong ko 'And if that person wants to court you?' Is it right to question them this? I mean..
'Uhm? Siguro thankful nalang? Kasi atleast may nagkagusto sayo, staka maganda ka naman dai! Normal na yon' Seryosong sabi mi Arriana 'nililigawan ka na ba?' Seryosong sabi ni Lou 'Yeah..' sagot ko naman 'what did you say?' Sunod naman ay nagtanong si Torie 'sabi ko hindi pa ako ready, sabi nya naman he's willing to wait... ang problema ko lang.. I don't know when I'll be ready.. baka magsawa sya kakahintay?' I honestly said.
I know Riki isnt that type of person, na magsasawa agad. But it will really take me time to be ready, baka kapag ready na ako nakahanap na sya ng bago.. 'gusto mo din ba sya?' Chloe's question caught me off guard 'I don't know.. I'm not sure? My feelings ain't. clear yet..' di ako pwedeng sumugal lang agad-agad, who knows? Baka ako ang talo sa huli.
'That's understandable. But if he really wants you, then he will wait. Kung seryoso talaga sya sayo kahit ilang taon pa di sya magsasawang maghintay sayo. It's the matter of trust Maggie. Ngayon na naghihintay sya sayo, liwanagin mo yang nararamdaman mo. Para kapag ready ka na, hindi ka na maguguluhan pa. At sure ka na din mag take ng commitment.' Chloe seriously said to me, parang nawala ang amats nya habang nagsasalita sya.
Their words made me think so deep, na parang malulunod na ako sa mga bagay na iniisip ko. I should really think about this thorougly, I can't just give things easily. Lalo na feelings ang pinaguusapan. Riki is a good man, I can feel that.. but am I worthy of his feelings?
Habang nag-iisip ako I felt my phone vibrate.
'Wag kang mag-madali sa pagiisip ha? I know that he will wait for you. Give yourself sometime. If you need any advices give me a call, or even text me :))'
-Chloe <33
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