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Kinabukasan, I woke up early, we have a big event today 21st birthday daw ng pamangkin ni kuya Ry kami ang kinuha for photography and videography purposes.
Si Hoon well rest day nya ngayon, I told him na aalis ako ngayon ng maaga. He didn't say anything though? So ewan ko kung narinig nya or hindi but I think he wouldn't care either baka nga natutulog pa yon ngayon.
'Oh you're awake?' I saw him outside, cooking?
'Uh? Yeah? Morning! You have plans for today?' I ask him while I sat on the sofa 'Yeah a friend invited me' sabi nya habang tinotoast yung tinapay 'Sige! Una na rin ako' tinignan ko ang sched ko today staka tumayo.
'Aren't you gonna eat? I cooked breakfast' sabi nya at nag pout, cute... 'oh? You cooked for me too?' I ask he just cutely nod his head. Excited akong umupo sa lamesa the smell of the coffee excites me more!
'Did you brew the coffee?' Nagulat ako kasi mukha syang fresh haha 'yeah, how is it?' Humigop ako sa mug 'ah!' mainit pala! Omy goodness 'are you okay?' He was quick to hold the mug kundi tapon sana yon 'Oo hehe... mainit pala' I look at the him he just shook his head.
we started eating and talked about so many stuff! Mukhang maganda ang araw ko today ah? He was just so talkative today, and I don't know why I love it! Seeing him smile and laugh makes my heart happy, I can also feel that it is genuine.
'Saan ka pala ngayon? Hatid na kita' he said and wiped his mouth 'Are you sure? Medyo malayo e, sa batanggas' sabi ko at kinain na ang natirang tinapay 'Oh! Dun din ako papunta today' he said and looked at the time 'talaga?' My eyes twinkled! Hindi naman halatang excited ako no?
After minutes of preparing bumaba na kaming dalawa sa parking 'U ready?' He ask and put his seatbelt on 'I was born ready, love' I jokingly said and smiled as I leaned my back at the car seat 'let's go then, love' he smiled and started driving.
Love... gave me damn butterflies! I can't help but smile like an idiot, without him knowing I took a picture of him he just looks so perfect, though his giving me mix signals... well I want this right?
'Do you want to share something?' Nagulat ako sa tanong nya 'Hmm? Wala naman. Ikaw ba?' I looked at him nakita ko syang lumunok 'Yeah, I do have' he said and tighten his grip 'oh? Okay then! Share mo sakin bili! Spill!' I smiled and waited him.
'Am I too harsh with you?'
Woah, I was stunned at the moment. Di naman natin pwedeng itanggi na he was harsh to me...cause he was arranged with me tapos may girlfriend pala sya...well siguro kaya ayaw nya din nung una kasi nga may jowa sya but I was the one who signed for this? I insisted this 'arrange' thing so I don't have the rights to blame him.
'No? Kasi in the first place ayaw mo naman talaga sakin right? Ako yung pumilit... so I don't have the rights to be mad at you or even blame you..' I gulped, it was the truth.
'Whitney and I broke up' he said which made me shock 'Ha?! Bakit?' tumingin ako sakanya urging him to continue 'She said she isn't ready to be in a relationship yet.' I saw liquid building in his eyes 'She said na kaya nya ako sinagot is because naawa na sya sakin, cause i've been waiting for two years na daw.' He parked the car at the side of the road and he started crying...he's crying...
'Hey...' I let him rest his head on my shoulder, I held his hand and gave it a little squeeze 'I'm here okay? Let it all out.' Ramdam ko ang pagtulo ng luha nya sa braso ko 'iiyak mo, dito lang ako.' I never see him cried, he was hurting...
'I know a place' nagpalit kami ng pwesto, ako ang nag dra-drive ngayon. He was just looking somewhere with his tears streaming down his eyes, my heart was also hurting seeing him cry over Whitney proves how much he loves her, and sinayang yon ni Whitney.
