Im Gay, But It's A Secret

Chapter 9: The Morning After

I looked at the clock that was sitting on my bedside table and it read 7:45am, I woke Jordan up to get ready. He hadn't bought anything clean to wear to school so he had to rush home and get ready for university, as I got up I told how much last night meant to me and he gave me a kiss and left my room, I was extremely upset watching him leave, but I knew he would be back. I got up, had some breakfast, had a shower and got dressed, I heard a car horn beep and I rushed outside and got into Jordan's car and we went to university together, the environment in the car was electric as soon as my hand grabbed onto his, and we remained holding hands until we got to school. We walked into class with 2 minutes to spare before the bell had rung and sat down, got our text books out and started class, I was so bored in class and I couldn't concentrate on what I was suppose to be learning, everytime I looked over at Jordan I would smile and my mind drifted off study and focused completely on him. When lunch time came around we walked out of the class room together and went to grab something from the cafeteria. We sat down in the sun where we first sat down and had lunch together and we spoke the whole time, we had made plans for that weekend to go out to a bar, I was very excited because he was 2 years older than me and I was freshly 18 by this point so I had never been out before, and going with my boyfriend just felt right. The week trailed on and the homework was piling up. Me and Jordan didn't get to speak very much we were both far too busy, as the weekend rolled around I got excited, I had finished all my weekend homework on the Friday night so my entire weekend was free. It was Saturday afternoon around 3pm when I received text message from him saying to be ready in 1 and a half hours, I laid in my bed, watched some shows, then with half an hour left, I jumped into the shower, and got dressed and ready. I was very nervous because I was going to do something I had never done before, but I knew I was safe in his company. 4:30 finally came and I was ready, I was waiting and waiting, the clock struck 5oclock and he still hadn't arrived, the clock struck 5:30 and he still hadn't arrived. I sent him a text message and he didn't answer, 5:45, 6, 6:15 at this point I was being to give up hope, all the happiness I felt drained out of my body and I started to cry, I had a million thoughts running through my head as the clock struck 6:30 I heard a car pull up and a horn blared at me, I looked out the window and I saw Jordan standing by the passenger door in a red suit and a rose in his pocket. I went out to the car, gave him a hug that felt like it lasted for hours. He had seen I had been crying because my face was wet and my eyes were puffy, he grabbed his handkerchief out of his pocket and wiped my eyes, softly saying 'don't worry I'll always be here' the smile returned to my face and I kissed him, we got into the car and started on our journey to a brand new experience for me.