Boo'd Up (Kendrick Lamar love story)

Poetic Justice

Talk about going crazy.

So much is going on and my head is spinning. Nothing I can't handle though.

Between, making sure my salon renovations is going good, promoting my salon, schoolwork and prepping for end of semester, a few birthday parties, traveling, following Kendrick, work related events I've been invited to, and some clients, I'm slightly going haywire but I'm good.

We're reaching Christmas is coming up so that's another thing I'm prepping for. Thank goodness for online shopping because it's becoming more convenient these days.

A few days ago, I finally got my passport through the mail so I'm now good to travel overseas. I got it done with my mom awhile ago because she said she took a job overseas for a few weeks. I was shocked by the news and wanted to know more but she couldn't give me any details which was weird. I didn't question any further.

So while mama was out of town, I was helping nana with Gianna. We went to Orlando for Thanksgiving.

Kendrick and I spent Thanksgiving apart while he stayed in LA. It was a long week because we had argued the night before I was leaving.

Here's why, with my nana telling me her 'relationship advice', I became a little more on the fence. Like there's this female journalist or DJ or whatever named Rickie Martinez. She works for one the local radio stations in LA and any chance she gets, she flirts with Kendrick. Like openly and super obvious. Thirsty as fuck!

She's been doing it for months but I usually just let it go because Kendrick was walking around saying he was single. 🙄

But he doesn't say that anymore and actually says he does have a girl now but that girl don't care. Maybe I'm overzealous because of what my nana said but I can't help but feel disrespected. I don't condone violence but this bitch is trying me. And Kendrick never does anything about it.

I tried being nice and talk to her myself on the side. Letting her know I'm the girlfriend and to please stop flirting with my man, especially in front of me. She said she understood and that's that but Kendrick was invited to an event and Rickie was there. I wasn't because I had to work but Tasha sent me a video of Rickie still flirting with him and talking about he was her future husband and that he need to stop sleeping on her.

I saw Kendrick later that night and I asked him to check her because clearly, me doing so wasn't enough. He said when he see her again, he would but sure enough, he had another interview at the radio station and I was there. She still was flirting and touched his arm a few times and Kendrick did NADA!!

I was so furious, I stormed out and took an Uber home. When I got home, I got in my car and ran some errands. Tommy tried to stop me from leaving but no, I got better things to do than watch another woman feel up on Kendrick and him not stopping it. I'm not causing a scene either, I got dignity and pride. I don't need to show out to get my point across. Kendrick had tried calling me but I didn't talk to him for the rest of the day until he came over and apologized.

And we may have made love that night too...

But I'm still salty. But right before I left for Orlando, guess who I ran into?

Vanessa Jones. Talk about awkward. I saw her at a restaurant. I was sitting by myself because I was meeting up with a few friends for lunch. I tried to hide but Vanessa saw me and greeted me.

We had a mini chat and she's HIGHLY aware that Kendrick and I are now together. Welp, since she mentioned it, I asked her about Jamal. She said they're still together and she also didn't tell him about her history with Kendrick.

But what got me was her comment about Kendrick saying 'Good luck with that mess of a man'. Feelings mutual boo about Jamal. 😂 The very last thing I needed to be doing was chatting it up with Kendrick's ex but I got curious by what she meant.