Boo'd Up (Kendrick Lamar love story)

You're Not Single

I just knew we've reached that point of our relationship because Kendrick is trying my patience already. I'm trying to be understanding and not seem crazy but FUCK...

First of all, Mama dropped Gigi off at the Paula's place while I got ready to go see place for the first time. I was kinda dragging that day. I was excited to see our new place but I'm feeling kinda bummed.

The night before, with Kenny was amazing. It made me feel good knowing we were on the same page, it made me all fuzzy on the inside. But I was down because when I woke up the next morning, Kendrick was gone. No note or text or some sort of message, he was just gone. I tried contacting him through calls and messages all morning, nothing.

I was trying to not let it get to me but...how do you go from confessing your love to someone to ghosting them? It hurt my feelings. We made love while I was on my period, I'm already hormonal as fuck. I wanted to be held by him.

Mama and I hopped in her car and made our way towards Pasadena. We went by and picked up Aunt Angie and Nana, then went to our new home. We several blocks north of Angie's place. When mama pulled into the driveway, for a moment, I thought it was a prank.

There's no goddamn way this is our home.

As we got out of the car and I'm still in shock, a car pulled up beside us I recognized as Tasha's car. Not only Tasha gets out but Mack and Kendrick.

How cute? Not.

"Bruh, this y'all's house?," Tasha asked loudly.

Mama introduced Tasha and Mack to Nana and Aunt Angie while Kendrick came up to me. I crossed my arms and glared at him. 

"Hey, beautiful," he said, smiling.

I raised my eyebrow at him because he knew I was annoyed with him.

Before I could fix my mouth to say something, he spoke," I know you've been calling but my phone was dead. I forgot to charge it last night. When I woke up, I tried waking you to tell you I was gonna head back to the house to take a shower and change clothes. I was leaving as Allie was coming in and she asked me to come along. So I caught a ride with Tasha and Mack over here when I was done getting myself together."

Ugh, can't be mad at that.

I sighed and loosened up, dropping my arms," Ok, you still could've texted me."

He smiled, pulling me into him," You right, that's my bad but I knew I was gonna see you. I love you."

Just like that, he broke my attitude.

I smiled for the first time today," I love you too."

We kissed and that was that. We all went inside and checked out the house. It's beautiful but too expensive. How is this our home? I'm still trying to fathom. A quick description of the house.

I don't know how many squared feet, I wasn't listening but there's a total of 5 bedrooms, 5 1/2 bathrooms, garage that holds up to 2 cars, entertainment basement, attic, an office and a freaking pool. What in the world?

Of course, it's not paid off but my uncle paid a down payment and we're gonna have to pay a mortgage now. I know mama said to keep my money and not to worry about bills and such but she's out of her mind if she honestly believe I'm gone make my mom pay for this house on her own. Uh, no.

Mama said to use the office as my work space. It's gonna be downstairs, down the hall from my grandmother's room. We decided it was be best to have Nana's room downstairs because going up and down the stairs was a bit much for her. Bad ankles, bad back, and we don't want her to hurt herself, especially when she's babysitting Gianna by herself some days .