Boo'd Up (Kendrick Lamar love story)

Kiss And Tell

I'm feeling slightly stressed and overwhelmed. Trying to keep up with my schoolwork, keep tabs on my salon, clients, freelancers wanting to work at my salon, making time to spend time with family, friends, and Kendrick. It almost feels like I'm living a double life and I'm trying so hard to keep up.

I'm so glad I'm almost done with school and my salon is about to open.

I went to the doctor's office this morning. And yes, I was by myself. Nobody knows yet. I chose not to take a at home test because I just want reassurance.

To sum it up, I told the doctor my symptoms and I did a pregnancy test. The only way to get out of the house was to either lie or not tell because it felt like everybody and they mama all of a sudden wanted me to hang with them today of all days.

Avoiding people so I could make my appointment. I ran a few errands just for show that I actually ran errands today. But now I'm back at the doctor's office because I got my results back.

How would Kendrick react? He kept saying I was the one. I was the chosen wifey/baby mama. He wants a family. But what if it's too soon?

Well, we haven't been too careful so it was bound to happen. On occasion, we do skip protection. I remember the potential night we conceived. It was a couple of nights after we shot the video for Poetic Justice.

It was the middle of the night at the TDE house and I was sleeping over. I don't know what time it was but Kendrick deadass woke up, decided he was horny and started kissing and touching on me. Half sleep and all, we had sex. There was no protection.

I've been avoiding Kendrick all morning. He's called and texted me, I'm just too scared.

I've been sitting in my car for god knows how long...

I'm definitely pregnant.

I'm just staring at my ultrasound in disbelief. As I thought, I'm 7 weeks exactly. I was right about when we conceived.

The doctor gave me an ultrasound but she recommended a OBGYN that was more convenient for me. I set up an appointment for in a couple of days. I'm still in shock of the thought that I'm pregnant.

Kendrick came in and in less than a year, my life made an complete 180.

It's all so fast and it's not slowing down one bit. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy but still, it's so fast. I don't want to doubt Kendrick but what if he ghosts me? He wouldn't do that, would he?

I jumped once again because my phone started ringing. I looked around for the first time in however long I've been sitting here.

I was still sitting in the parking lot. I picked up my phone, it was Evon this time. I answered.

I cleared my throat and tried to sound normal," Hello?"

"Damn, finally! We've all been trying to reach you! Where are you?"

I couldn't answer fast enough when all of a sudden Tasha was on the phone.

"Bitch, you better have a good ass excuse because you got us over here freakin out and shit! Where you at?"

"Hey, I'm sorry. I sorta lost my phone in the car and it's been on silent. So I had to retrace my steps but I finally found it," I lied, trying to sound relieved.

"You think I'm stupid, don't you?," she asked.

I sighed," No, I don't think you're Stu-"