Boo'd Up (Kendrick Lamar love story)

Kay's First Love From Hell

Despite the realization that our exes are out for blood, Kendrick and I had an amazing night. Kendrick won 3 awards, including Best New Artist. I kid when I say, I hate him when he brought attention to me and my belly by calling me his baby mama during his speech.

I am his baby mama but again, why can't we keep it professional?

His performances were amazing and it, honestly, turned me on seeing him do his thing. It's just so fucking attractive seeing your other half doing what they love and/or passionate about.

And I admit, I'm just simply horny because fucking hormones. Plus, I missed Kendrick so much. I hate that he has to be on the road while I'm pregnant as fuck. One of the few cons of being pregnant right now.

So yeah, when we finally left the show together. We quickly got something to eat, hung out with friends and such but we couldn't stop touching each other. We barely made it into our place before we started making out and ripping our clothes off.

It's now 3:30am and we're just now calming down. Pregnancy/make up sex is the best thing ever. Stamina means nothing when you're horny but once it's out of your system, tiredness hits you.

That's me right now. Hi, I'm Tired.

Kendrick went to the bathroom while I waited for him. I was falling asleep when I heard him flush the toilet and wash his hands. He came out of the bathroom, birthday suit and all, rubbing his hands together.

Smiling deviously," Ready for round 4?"

I groaned," Kendrick, chill. That's why I'm pregnant now. You gone traumatize our baby."

"Baby girl needs to know how she was made. She gotta learn, eventually," he smiled.

"Ain't even out the womb, fully cooked yet and yo daddy already on some bullshit," I mumbled to the baby.

He laughed and laid down next to me. He motioned for me to move closer to him. I laid my head over his heart. It's so comforting hearing his heartbeat. I can feel my heart beating in sync with his. We didn't say a word. I was starting to falling asleep when he spoke.

"Can I ask you something?"

"You just did but yes," I said, half sleep.

He smacked his lips," I keep forgetting you say that."

I giggled, giving his chest a few kisses," What did you want to ask?"

"Well...I've been thinking about everything you said that night I last talked to you. I don't mean to baby you or make you feel some type of way. You've always been on my mind, for years. I have you now and I just can't handle the thought of losing you. And now you're pregnant, my worries has doubled. Then knowing we're dealing with vengeful exes...basically, I'm so sorry for saying the things I said. I say the most stupidest shit when I'm in my feelings. It's gonna be my downfall, one day."

"And you need to correct that habit. It's one thing to have a stranger or even one of your fans come for me. It's another when it's you or someone I'm close to. It hurts, Kendrick."

He sighed," I promise to work on it."

"Thank you," I mumbled, closing my eyes.

"But what I really wanted to ask. You said a lot has happened to you after high school. Even before and after Jamal, I wanna know."

"I thought it was a goal was to keep me stress free?," I joked, still half sleep.

He chuckled," But I wanna know you. Plus, it'll help me know what I'm dealing with."

"Me or Jamal?"

"Both," he answered, simply.

Why now of all times? I'm so tired. I can feel him rubbing on my belly which was making her slightly active.