Summertime Sadness

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"She's waking up! Go get the nurse!"

Wow, where am I? Wherever I am, it's super bright. Why do I feel so lightweight?

I had to rub my eyes a few times and blink a few times When my eyes finally, adjusted. I was slightly confused but then quickly realized I was in the hospital.

The first person I saw was my mom, who had tears in her eyes and then I saw my dad.

"Hey," I whispered, which made her cry even more.

She hugged me and kept telling me she loves me. I noticed my room was filled with balloons and flowers.

Then it hit me like a ton of bricks, I feel lighter. Where's Tasha? Evon? Paisley? I started to panic after I looked down at my stomach and noticed it wasn't round anymore.

No. No, please no!

"Mama, why is my stomach flat? And where's Tasha? Evon? Paisley? What's happening? Is everyone ok? Please tell me they're ok!," I said, becoming alert.

Mama looked to be speechless. No. They both were speechless. Why won't they answer me?

I thought it was a nightmare. A cruel, evil nightmare. And Kendrick. Oh God. As I tried to comprehend everything, the doctor came in but I didn't even pay attention to him.

"Hello, Miss, Alvarez. I'm Dr. London. I've been taking care of you along with my nurses, who will meet later on. How are you feeling?," he said while momentarily checking my vitals then looking down at me.

I don't answer him. I have so many questions and I want my baby. I want my best friends. I want Kendrick. Where is he, anyway?

I tried to sit up but the doctor tried to push me back down," No, Miss Alvarez. Please stay down. You've been unconscious for awhile. You'll stain yourself."

That caught my attention," What do you mean? What is going on? Where's my baby? Tasha? Paisley? Evon? Why won't you guys answer me?! Where's Kendrick?"

The doctor kept trying to calm me down but it's only making me even more frantic.

"JUST TELL ME!!!," I finally screamed.

"I will but I need you to breath first. Try to calm down," Dr. London said, calmly.

I tried to slow down my breathing. I need confirmation because I feel like I'm going crazy.

My mom spoke and stepped closer," I'll tell her. First, can you tell us what you remember?"

I let out a breath," Jamal, he was stalking me, or us. He kept targeting Kendrick's friends and killing them. Then I went to the police, they were no help. So I got a restraining order but I knew better. That wasn't gonna stop him. Kendrick and I agreed it was best to leave town. And...and..."

It hit me. What I remembered didn't feel real because I don't think it was. I looked down at my chest and moved my gown down. There was no bandage. No nothing.

Wait, what? I didn't get shot?

Still frowning in confusion," What happened to me?"

"On your way to the airport, you got into a car accident. More like you were ran off the road...by Jamal. You didn't tell anybody what was going on so Kendrick was going crazy and calling everybody. You were missing for like 2 days but you were found, thank God."

That is a completely different scenario. I'm still slightly confused.

Mama kept talking," I don't know if you remember but when you was found, you told them it was Jamal. They got him, Kay. It was a pretty bad accident. You were in a coma for about a month."

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