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Gah

Okay, hi. This is not a chapter. I would just like to rant. It's okay if you won't read it; but I would really appreciate if you will. Here it goes.

I hate how Directioners exaggerate about Zayn leaving One Direction. I mean, I reaaally really hate it. Like, super.
So here's my story: the news came up on the day of our baccalaureate mass. (Bc I was a graduating student back then) I arrived at the church super happy bc of the news. My point was this: because I was so bitter of Dalton and David and Will leaving IM5 in a year, I was beyond ecstatic that another fandom would feel the same pain that us 5ers felt. I was like, "Haha! Enjoy the ride, bitches! Everyone has to feel the shit! It can't be just us! It had to be you too! Mwahahaha!" That.

My classmates who are fans were crying when I arrived. Well, I understand. I mean, I was also really frustrated and depressed when David and Will left (I wasn't there yet when Dalton did) so I know how it feels.

BUT SUDDENLY FUCKED UP BITCHES STARTED POSTING SUICIDE VIDS BC OF ZAYN. THEY EVEN TRIED THREATENING THE MANAGEMENT SAYING THAT IF ZAYN WON'T COME BACK TO ONE DIRECTION, THEY'D KILL THEMSELVES.

Again, I was like THEN GO KILL YOURSELVES BITCHES DOES THE MANAGEMENT LOOK LIKE THEY GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU?! EVEN IF YOU DIE, THEY'D STILL MAKE MONEY SO PLEASE JUST PLEASE STOP WASTING YOUR SHIT ON THEM.

So that was no. 1. When Zayn left.

Then no. 2. When Zayn removed the '1d' from his twitter handle.

Fans were like, "No! He can't do that!" Or "He's really ungrateful!" Or "It seems like he forgot about where he once belonged!" And other fucked-up shit that I don't remember anymore.

And I was like, "Come on people! Give the guy a break!" First of all, HE DOESN'T KNOW ALL OF YOU SO NOTHING WILL HAPPEN IF YOUR TEARS TURN INTO BLOOD.

I posted the link (article about the Zayn-removing-1d-from-his-twitter-handle thing) on Facebook with a caption like, "I could share a worse experience, but I choose not to. Move on, people. He doesn't know you."

Harsh, I know. But I am really frustrated about over acting fans. Ugh.

My classmate who's also a fan (take note he's a guy) posted something like "you're just bitter bc you didn't experience a real FANDOM" which was obviously intended for me. (He knows about IM5 and he hates that me & my friend fangirl too much about it. He said lots of shit about them and us that I don't wanna recall)

...IN WHICH NO ONE GETS MY POINT! Give Zayn a life! His world doesn't revolve around the directioners! First and foremost, his world doesn't involve the fans anymore since he left the band.

I mean, 5ers didnt react that way when Dalton, David and Will changed @ names. Sure, we were all sad, but we didnt do shit right?

So there.

No. 3. This Zayn-Louis-fighting scheme.

Idk much about it since I'm not a fan. But based on what I've heard, there's this Naughty Boy (idk who he is can someone please explain to me?)

But directioners are giving hate to Zayn. They said he's ungrateful and an asshole and different things that idk.

I mean, implying this scenario with what happened to Cole and Dalton before (based on what I've heard) they need not to judge Zayn bc of that. They didnt know if something happened behind the scenes, like what happened in IM5 before. Actually, until now. They dont know Zayn's side, or One Direction's side. Even Perrie (did I get the spelling right?) gets hate for pete's sake! Now they're calling themselves Directioners? Hah! I dont think so!

They're judging Zayn based on what they wanted to believe in. That's pure fuck! Who knows if Zayn and Dalton have the same story? Idk, just sayin'.

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So there, if you read my rant until this point, then thanks. I'm just really pissed by these fans, like, FUCK ALL OF YOU WE'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT SO DON'T EXAGGERATE YOU AREN'T EVEN CLOSE TO THE PAIN WE FELT IN OUR FANDOM.

So yeah. Am I the only one who feels like this? Any of you feeling the same? Let me know, I wanna make friends. Haha!

Okay I'm done -_- gah. Thanks for reading. I love you through shit and bones.

And I'm sorry if I have any readers who are Directioners and who felt like the ones I stated above. This was not intended to offend anybody but if the shoe fits, then wear it and lace it up, bitch. Haha, just kidding =))

~xtn :)
DISCLAIMER: I'M NOT A DIRECTIONER