I'm not a Trainer

IV : Worry of an Esper

ESPEON

BRRR~
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Usually, I'm the one to wake up early and today was no exception. I feel like I'm obligated to do so in order to "Guard" the house since I'm the one with the aura and mind reading stuff. Capability such as that shouldn't be let go on such a waste now can I ? Especially since I want to keep the ones I loved to be safe.

Waking up by the window near the living room I find myself staring outside for a while looking through the glass as I see a flock of fletching flies. The blue sky shines bright yet the sun radiates only a smidge of light. It's not too hot today, I hope that's a good sign.

Maybe my optimism is running low, because my heart is immediately filled with dread.

'Tch...'

Despite trying to find myself some inner peace I just couldn't get my deep thoughts to get off my head. It's been troubling me so much that It's been very difficult to get some sleep lately. Not to mention the fight recently really worn us off. I'm very disappointed in that fight but that can come later. There's a lot more important stuff for me to do.

Should I try opening the window and let some fresh air inside ? Hmm, no I don't think that would suffice. I might need to take a walk or...

What am I even doing trying to avoid the problem. Not like doing any sort of therapeutic activities would lead to solving any sort of trouble. But it's hard to convince him. Whenever he tried to do anything he would really be persistent to gain it, and I believe

Not to mention that Vaporeon just doubled the complication that's going through my brain. The trainer has been feeling down lately. Usually he gets it under control, all he needs is some time alone and the next day he would come out becoming neutral once more. However over the past few weeks it feels like his aura becomes filled with sadness day by day.

It's not helping either that I'm constantly sensing his current emotion since his room is just on top. Sometimes his emotion was so overwhelming it even puts me under pressure, almost as if he transferred a little bit of his feelings to me. I can't bear to see him like this, yet I don't know what to say to him. 

And then ! This Vaporeon just go on her way to take advantage of our Trainer's current broken mental state to charm him !

Attract alone can prove to be deadly if one's mentality is weak, yet this blue fish of a pokemon dared to even stacked it with Charm ? Can human even handle that much aphrodisiac ? Due to her I couldn't get a single second of sleep last night as I constantly got shocked by sudden waves of emotion flowing through our Trainer.

But today, I'm starting to sense something even worse. 

As I was too deep in thoughts contemplating with my own self I quickly realized that some time had passed and it's now almost 7:00a.m.

The Trainer went downstairs to eat, and then he grabbed his bag and went out of his way to go to school. Despite being a pokemon trainer he still finds himself tangled with school. It's no wonder why he's slow to improve in training pokemon. 

Before he manages to step out of the door. There's a slight hint of a dark emotion surrounding him. Even though it was close to zero and I could barely felt it, it was telegraphing a really worrisome message.

'He's determined to give up.'

I stared at him as he stepped out and closes the door without even looking back at us. Usually he waved or say something like "I'm going", but today was close to nothing. Somehow my mind only started to think about what Vaporeon did to him.