I'm not a Trainer

V : Desperation of the trainer

TRAINER

Huff....
Huff....
Huff....

This is such a bad idea....

Why did I even thought about going to school with conditions like this ? I knew I shouldn't have went here. Every single second passes by and I feel like my body is getting incinerated. My limbs becomes restless. I want to move my legs just so I can distract the extreme discomfort but I don't think I have the luxury to roam around right now with the class being active and stuff.

Everytime I tried to breathe it's like I released a hot air vapour. My body's is shivering though subtle it still renders me fatigued. It might not be fatigue, I could be over exaggerating, yet it does feel that way. For every second I move it feels like I need to stop but at the same time I wanted to move. 

How does my body even work ? I'm starting to get irritated.

Tapping of my shoes endlessly echoes the classroom whereas the teacher just kept on giving a talk about the subject and stuff. As much as I would love to focus right now I just can't. This is basically the same as not going to class, I'm not going to learn anything if I can't even pour a single ounce of concentration in the class.

Eyes are glancing at me right now. Maybe I gave out too much presence by making unnecessary noises.

I need to stop...

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Huuufff~.......

Oh no, I thought I got it under control for a while but clearly I was wrong. My body temperature is rising. It's too much to the point where my head strike a constant pain which resonates through my veins. The strength within my body felt as if it's being sapped away the more I tried to keep my eyes open.

Please, I beg you my body just stay strong for just another few hours.

Just handle this for a little longer. An hour or so, should be okay right ? I could handle that. After this I could just went home instantly. Skipping class isn't something I would liked to do. Even so if I'm desperate it's an option that I could try. 

Ah, this sucks. How come I've got a terrible sickness when my final is near ? It's like three months from now, yet I haven't gained anything inside the class because of this. Losing the arena battle, my left leg got a cracked bone, incident with Vaporeon, not being able to keep my promise and then now a fever that heats me up like a Slugma.

This just isn't my week is it ?

'Alright class, that's all for today. You may be dismissed.'

Wait what ? The class is already over ? I thought there's like an hour left. When was the last time I'm so damn happy to know that I was wrong ? Jeez, finally I can get some rest. My brain is killing me right now. At least amongst the bad luck there's a silver lining.

Grabbing my bag, I left the classroom rather swiftly. I was not rushing yet I wasn't slacking either, my walk is fast, attempting to reach my house as soon as possible. My calves are shivering from fatigue. This fever is consuming my energy. I can't feel anything on my lower body. It almost like I was just walking by instinct.

It didn't take long until I can see my house from a far, but my eyes glances towards the hill next to my house. That place is where I would regularly visit to relax. Sometimes I went there if I had too much stuff in my mind to think and I wanted to give myself a space to think. From what I know Espeon could probably read my mind, that's why I don't want to bother her with my thoughts.

'I think I should head there.'

Probably a wise decision given how unstable I am right now. My body is just screaming for something yet I don't think I can provide it with anything. Not that I can do anything about it. Because of that all that's left inside is a heart that beats irregularly fast.