They woke up, joined together still, his arm over her body and she smiled when she woke. Jac felt safe here, more than she cared to admit, more than she thought she would but that was ok, she was ok with that and she was ok with him holding her. A part of her wished that he was ok with holding her too, she hoped they could do this again but not in a way where she forced him to understand it was what she needed. She wanted it to just be another one of those things, she just wanted something, anything related to affection that wasnt in the form of sex.
"I was thinking we could get the vibrator out today" he smirks, she snorts and stretches out alongside him, he was still holding her, she liked it more than she cared to let on
"We can do whatever you want as you're choosing" she reminds him, he smirks and grabs it out of the drawer, he turns it on and holds it against her "You know I dont have any spare sheets that have been washed right?"
"I do" he smirks as he holds it against her, she bites her lip as he slips it into her underwear "We should do this on the ward"
"We really shouldn't" she states "Recipe for disaster is that"
"You dont seem that into it" he whispers so he takes it away, she turns to him and nuzzles her head into his neck, she kisses him softly on the neck and he brushes his hand up down her back "You're extremely cuddly today, you usually hate this stuff"
"You should be thankful I am" she mumbles and he looks at her as she stares into his eyes, she takes her shirt off and he frowns as she slides his boxers off so he kicks them away
"You know...I know you hate compliments but...you're beautiful" he chuckles, she raises an eyebrow as the blush creeps onto her cheeks, she shifts onto his body and he pushes himself into her causing her to moan softly "We dont have to if you dont want to"
"I think I'll be the judge of that" she whispers as they rock together slowly, their lips connecting as they kiss in time with their movements, he sees a stray tear falling from her eye so he gently wipes it before pulling away
"Are you ok?"
"I'm fine" she nods "I am"
"Come here" he murmurs and holds her, he slides out of her and just keeps her close causing her to smile "How about...breakfast in bed, I can make us something nice?"
"And work our breadcrumbs into the sheets?"
"A chill day, a day free of sex and no worries" he smirks, she nods and rolls off him "You stay here then"
"Be back as soon as you can"
She was surprised at both of their change of hearts, it confirmed to her that he thought the same way she did about him. Sex was fine, it was all well and good but they both had underlying feelings there, when they could be rough they didnt need to worry about feelings, actions took over but when things were slow it was unbearable, it really was. He came back with pancakes, she laughed and took the tray, he placed a glass of orange juice on the side and just smiled at her, she smiled back as she ate.
"Put something on then" she gestures to the telly in front of her, he smiles and grabs the remote to turn it on "You know I never had you down as a good cook"
"I have four kids their standards are high" he chuckles, she shrugs and looks at him
"How are your kids anyway?"
"Fine, online school, the same old really" Fletch shrugs, she smiles and nods "Emma?"
"Yeah pretty much the same, she's enjoying quality time with Stacey and apparently Jonny's back home"
"Nasty"
"Yeah" she grimaces and passes the tray to him, he puts it on the chest of drawers "Wanna know something?"
