( a/n this chapter is not important to storyline, just felt like having some couply things, not in an inappropriate way)
Y/ns POV
I laid down in bed cuddling with five on the top bunk. Klaus was on the bottom, deigo on the sofa and luther on the bed.
They were all out cold , or so I thought
I felt fives fingers run through my hair while he rested his chin on the top of my head
" why are you awake?" He whispered
" cant sleep " I replied " the past few days have been crazy.."
" yeah , I agree" he said , placing a kiss on the top of my head " I'm sorry I couldn't have paid more attention to you, there were just. Bigger priorities, not to sound rude but--"
" five" I interrupted with a chuckle " I get it, saving the world is far more important than my clinginess and mental health issues. No need to apologise for it"
" I know" he sighed " it's just, that night when you.... yknow, all I wanted to do all day was cuddle you and make sure you were ok and that you knew we all loved you so much. "
" it wasnt that I needed affection five" I replied shaking my head
" what was it then?" He asked
" its stupid "
" hey " he pulled away from our cuddling position and looked me in the eyes " it's not stupid if it made you do that"
" fine" I huffed " it was because I was angry at myself for enjoying the fight we had with the swedes , I poked someone's eye out with high heels goddamn it, that shouldn't be enjoyable. Plus, killing the board was only fun to me because it was planned. But this? This wasnt and it should've been terrifying for that fact. But theres something wrong with me up here" I gestured to me head "that made it fun, that's why I did it. I wanted to feel normal again "
" oh " five said " well... I dont know what to say, just--" he pulled me into a hug , this time burying his face in the crook of my neck "theres nothing wrong with you" he spoke , the vibrations of his voice on my neck tickling me slightly " dont argue with me on that, because I know you well enough to know , you're the most intelligent person I know. Everyone has their likes and dislikes, that doesn't change who you are as a person. So what you enjoy fights and murdery shit? Everyones different "
" I guess so" I sighed starting to draw shapes in his back making him hum in satisfaction " I missed you so much "
" i missed you two, even if it were only a few hours you weren't there " he said " the second we went through that portal and then got spat out I was petrified I wasnt going to see you again , but . That's what Elliotts for"
" I guess he was good for something after all" I laughed
" yeah..."
Five began peppering kisses up my neck and jaw until he finally placed one on my lips
" I love you y/n l/n" he smiled
" I love you too hargreeves " I smiled back " so much "
" cutie" he giggled causing my heart to melt like butter that had been left out in the sun
He placed a kiss on every possible part of my face while I just accepted my fate
" I love you I love you I love you" he repeated with the last three kisses " and i feel like I never get enough opportunities to tell you. Thats why, at two in the morning I insist on bombarding you until I get my message across "
" I get it" I smiled " we're such a strange old couple"
" whys that?" Five asked
" we aren't constantly at each others throats " I said " and coffee isn't the only thing keeping us from killing each other "
" hm" five hummed " mabye it's the fact we are going through puberty "
" perhaps " I shrugged " change of subject, but.. yknow that cube thing . Chris , or whatever his name is"
" yeah?"
" someone gave birth to him, how fucking confusing must that have been? First , they weren't pregnant all day until they gave birth, and then , they are giving birth to that" my eyebrows furrowed , five laughed
" why is that the first place your mind went?" He asked
" I don't know " I replied
He buried his face back into my neck and hummed a familiar tune, but I simply could not put my finger on the song it was.
" you're hair is so soft" he said softly , clearly half asleep
" yeah?" I said gently stroking his back
" mhm" he said " very soft"
I heard him yawn and his chest began to rise and fall very softly
" goodnight fiver " I placed a kiss on top of his head
Before I knew it he was snoring softly , I took it as my single to go to sleep
I shut my eyes and drifted off into a deep sleep
