Behind the screen / H.HJ Centric (HIATUS)

green tea

HELLO ! FINALLY UPDATED AFTER AGES ! I don't exactly remember the last chapters , so if something doesnt fit or something , I'm really sorry bout that . love y'all mwuah

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,what the hell is happening with me ?! ,

3rd person

Hyunjin's eyes filled with tears and started to get red and puffy ... it felt like his eyes are on fire . His slim slender fingers brushed through his hair . His hand didn't make It completely through because of the clumsy knots that were made by the hairband from earlier . He hissed at the pain from pulling his hair and seeing hair strands between his white fingers . His eyes widen ... did he really pull his hair that much? Usually he would already put tons of hair products in his hair and cry because of the worry that his hair would keep falling out or something , but now he just keeps staring at the strands with no worries at all . The only thing that was on his mind was 'am I dreaming?' 'this must be a bad joke' 'I probably just have a nightmare' 'wake up'

'wake up'

'wake up'

'wake up'

'wake up !'

'wake the fuck up!'

Nothing. He's still in his bathroom , looking at the strands , completely lost in his mind . His vision starts to build black frames that fill his vision second by second . As he noticed that , he quickly moved his eyes around the room and with in a second , the black frame went away .

,,Hyunjin?" a few knocks came from the door and instantly hyunjin felt nauseous again. Anxiety made its way all over the poor boys body . But why is he scared ?

Another bump came from the brown door a few meters away from him . ,,Hyunjin!" ,,Y-yeah?" his voice was shaky and his fingers tremble against each other . Cold sweat pearls dropped from his forehead and slide on his shining nose bridge . His lips are dry and turning white from the dehydration . His eyes are dim and close to give up and block Hyunjins vision that's already blurry .

,,Are you okay ? You're in there since 2 hours . You said you'll come downstairs half an hour ago ." ,,S-sorry , I'm com-ming ." He wobbled to the door with a shaking body , shivering of how cold he felt in this moment . It felt like ice cubes sliding down his whole body without an ending . His bare-feed touched the icy tile floor , not making anything better . His rosy cheeks making him look like he's been outside in the cold for hours . The red veins that covered his eyeballs looked like they would pop in any second .

*crack*

The door slowly opened , revealing a worried but also questioned Chan who's crossing his arms , waiting for Hyunjin to come out . Finally the boy stepped out of the messed up bathroom . ,,There you are." Hyunjin just nodded and went past Bangchan , brushing slightly against each others hoodies . The 'dad' turned around and followed the kid in the kitchen .

Hyunjin instantly felt sick again as he entered the kitchen , but pushed it away and went straight to the cabin where the medications are stored . His trembling fingers wrapped around the orange bottle and carefully opened it , taking out two white pills before flushing it down with the water Chan gave him a few seconds ago . ,,You should lay down for a while . You look really sick Jinnie and you need to be fit for the next days . We have a lot to do and stays would love to see you . " Hyunjin again just nodded and went to his bedroom , tugging himself in the heavy cold blankets . The soft pillow that laid under his head never felt this good . Hyunjin sighted and turned to his left , feeling his belly move with him , making him press his eyebrows together again . 'Don't worry , its just a dream.' That sentence repeated in hyunjins mind non stop , making him relieved and possible to sleep without any problems .