head over heels

lovely

billie brought me to her house for the first time. she said she needed to grab some more clothes and whatever, so i just went in with her. 

as we walked in the door, a dog greeted me. 

"oh dont worry he won't bite." billie said as she walked to her room. 

i pet the dogs head a little before following billie. i walked into billies room and it was so cool. she has led lights, a nice bed, and her room is decorated with justin beiber posters. 

i giggled a little before saying, "wow. you really like justin huh?" i asked as i pointed to her posters. 

"oh those? those are my guardian posters. they protect me in the night." billie said with a smile as she opened her closet. 

'protect me in the night'? what would she need protection from?

i laid down on her bed, laying on my back. 

"wow this is comfy. we should just stay here." i said as i rolled all over her bed. 

"well shit. you wanna stay here you can." billie said as she walked over to me. 

billie sat down, then there was a knock on the door. 

"yes?" billie asked as the door opened. 

"glad to see you home finally. mom wants to see you. she 'misses you'. oh and she wants to meet your new girlfriend." a guy said as he stood in the door. 

billie looked at me then flipped him off, "we arent dating you dumbass." billie said to him before getting up. 

she turned around and said, "cmon. my mommy wants to meet you. and thats my brother finneas by the way." billie said to me. 

i love being with billie and hanging out with her because its distracting me from cassie. i miss her with my whole heart, and every time i think about it, i get so sad. i never got to say goodbye. 

but one thing about me is that i don't like to feel sad, and everyone that knows me knows that. i distract my self from everything whenever there's a problem so i dont have to think about it. billie and i walked down the hall to the kitchen where her mom was.

"hey mommy." billie said as she walked over to her mom and hugged her. 

she calls her mom 'mommy'. how adorable. 

"oh billie i missed you." she said as she kissed billies cheek and turned to me. 

"and you are just so adorable." she said to me as she walked over to me and hugged me. 

"thanks." i said with a little laugh as i wrapped my arms around her. 

this woman was so sweet and warm and welcoming. she made me feel so safe, everyone ive met in billies family makes me feel safe, especially billie. i guess it runs in the family. 

"whats your name sweetie?" she asked as she left one of her hands on my shoulder. 

"aubrey."