head over heels

oxytocin

this ones smut. the moment you've all been waiting for. 

i groaned as i rolled over to answer the phone. 

"god it's too early for this." i muttered under my breath as i picked up my phone to see billie calling me. 

after yesterday, i told her i wanted to come home since my dad was coming home too. he needs me, so i'm gonna be here for him. 

"hey billie." i said as i rubbed my eyes.

"hey baby, did i wake you?" 

"oh no, i've been up for hours." i said with a tired rasp in my voice. 

"baby it's 8. what time did you wake up?" 

i rolled my eyes as i laughed a little and said, "now." 

"oh so i did wake you up?" billie asked dragging out the 'oh'. 

i giggled a little as i said, "yeah but i don't mind. waking up to your voice is nice." i said as i climbed back under the covers. 

"can i come over and hang out with you and your dad? im lonely and i dont like being apart from you." 

"yeah, come over. the door's unlocked." 

"ok, see you soon baby" billie said as she hung up. 

i'm actually really happy billie asked to come over, because i don't like being away from her either. i need a new friend anyways. 

i rolled out of bed and walked out of my room. as i approached the kitchen, my dad was asleep on the couch with a bottle of empty whiskey beside him. 

i gasped as i walked over to him and shook him awake. "dad. dad wake up!" 

he slowly opened his eyes and looked up at me, "oh hey sweetie. how'd you sl-" i cut him off as i picked up the empty bottle and held it in the air, "be serious right now dad!" 

he looked at me, the bottle, then back at me. he sighed as he sat up and put his head in his hands. 

"i don't have to tell you shit. i'm an adult and i can do whatever the hell i want!" he yelled as he stood up and faced me. 

he grabbed the bottle out of my hand and walked over to the trash can and threw it away. he turned back around to me and said, "leave it alone aubrey." 

he walked to hsm room and slammed the door shut. 

i stood in the middle of the room with my hands by my side. tears started filling my eyes as i looked around the room. he never yells at me. never. 

i sat down on the couch and put my knees to my chest as i put my chin on my knees. tears started rolling down my cheek as i stared at the turned off tv. 

the doorknob turned as billie came inside, she noticed i was sitting on the couch. she dropped whatever she had in her hands and walked over to me and sat down beside me, "baby what the hell is going on?" 

"my dad yelled at me billie. he never-" i stopped talking as i looked at her.

she put her hand on my cheek and wiped the tears off my cheek with her thumb and kept eye contact with me.