head over heels

happier then ever

i woke up to see billie still sleeping right beside me. she is so adorable when she sleeps. 

i rolled over and picked my phone up and took if off the charger, checking the time. 

8:57 am. 

i sighed as i quietly got out of bed, trying not to wake billie. my legs where still a little sore from last night, but i brushed it off as i went to the kitchen to get a drink. 

i closed the door and saw finneas, and q sitting on the couch talking. 

they both turned to me and finneas said, "oh hey aubrey." 

"hi." i quietly said as i left the kitchen. 

"hey aubrey, gotta quick question to ask you" finneas said as i was about to leave the room. 

i turned around and looked at finneas, trying to avoid eye contact with q. 

"whats up?" i asked before taking a drink. 

"you sleep good last night?" 

i looked at finneas in confusion, "yeah, i slept really good, why?" 

he shrugged his shoulders before q said, "cuz everyone in this house could hear billie fucking you." 

my face turned red as i stood completely still. 

finneas turned back to me before saying, "hey it's ok. we've all been there." 

i rolled my eyes as i flipped q off and walked back into billies room, seeing her awake. 

"oh hey baby i was just getting ready to look for you." 

i laughed a little as i closed the door and sat down on the bed next to billie, setting my drink on the ground. 

"you sore baby?" 

i smiled as i hummed and crawled under the blanket, putting my arm around billie's waist. 

"yeah i figured i made you sore." 

"billie q's still here." 

billie sat up and said, "what? i told that fucker to leave? you serious?"

i hummed as i nodded before saying, "yeah. apparently everyone heard you fucking me last night too." 

billie raised her eyebrows before kissing me, "don't worry baby, i'll handle him."

i scoffed as i said, "yeah im sure you will." 

billie snapped her head back around to me and said, "whats that supposed to mean?" 

"for god's sake billie. you where in love with him before."

billie didn't say anything, she just stared blankly at me. 

"yeah, you're right. i loved him." 

i raised my eyebrows as i rolled my eyes. she put her hand on my cheek and turned my head to hers, "but i love you now. i would never go back to him, not even for a fucking dollar."