Yesterday went really fast but so much happened..I hate to see my sister cry but I can't let her do this to herself she can't keep running around Bali beg when he doesn't even knowledge her I had to step between them this time.
I got up from my bed and have my maid brought me water so I can wash my face I love feeling of warm water on my face in the morning it's so relaxing, after gently rubbing my face with my wet hands I instantly felt better, I then softly tap my face with a towel and after I did the same to my hands "Sultana" my maid said " I'll bring you your dress" I nodded and smiled at her as she left to get the dress.
(I'm srry if it's too basic, you can choose the dress you want :) )
I looked at myself in the mirror after standing up and smile "I like this one" I span one time before start doing my hair, after some time I finished "perfect" I let out small giggle before heading out of the room.
I went to my dad's chamber to wish him good morning, on my way there I met Bali beg, I walked up to him and smiled "good morning" I said and he turned to me "good morning Sultana" I nodded before saying " I was just about to go to my dad " " oh he is not here, he went on hunt house" he said " oh is that so...maybe he will bring mom home" I laughed softly and he nodded " I don't know why he left but he will probably be back soon" I nodded " well I better get going now I'll see you around " he smiled and bowed as I walked off.
I went back to my chamber, when I got there I sat on couch and sighed then Zumbul aga walked in "Sultana" he said in his Zumbul voice, I looked up at him and smiled " yes?" He quickly answered " would you like me to get you some sweets? Sakar aga just made them and they are delicious, my eyes got wide " yes please " I said exited as he quickly left, I just love candy so much and he knows it, every time sakar aga makes something new he always brings it to me. Not that long after he brought me the sweets, they were lemon and beach flavor and it was amazing, it was like jelly but more stiff but not as hard as gummy, something in the middle and it had sugar on top.
I smiled as I ate the first cube then All of a sudden Mihirmah came in my chamber, she looked like a mess, her eyes were puffy and she had dark circles under her eyes but she wore a very nice dress and she still looked beautiful "good morning Mihirmah" I smiled at her before walking up to her and give her a hug " are you ok?..have you been crying?" I asked her while gently caressing her face with my hand, she just looked down, I held her hand and went to sit on couch with her " Mihirmah..what's wrong..." I asked as I caressed her hair she sniffed before answering with very quite voice " everything Hieren... everything" I signed " Hieren...I can't marry Rustem..I just can't " she whispered before looking at Me " Mihirmah... You know you can't go against our fathers will..I already told you he will take good care of you and- " she got up angry " no! It's easy for you to say! You don't have to marry anyone Hieren!" I just looked at her " I have to marry a man who I will never love! And have my heart broken for the rest of my life while you can just sit here and enjoy ur time and fall in love! I can't do that " I got up " Mihirmah please calm down, I'm sure our parents will choose me a husband too just not right now..you are older so you go first " she frowned "stop acting like a child Mihirmah" she sniffed " but...Bali beg-" " no Mihirmah we've been through this, no Bali beg end of story forget about him" " I'm never going to..we love each other" I tried to calm myself down" I already said I'll prove you he don't love you" " I'm still waiting" she said before leaving my chamber.
I sighed as I sat by my writing table, I decided to write a letter to Bali beg, the letter:
" Dear Bali Beg,
Meet me at the garden at night we have something serious to discuss about
Hieren"I sent it to him before taking my book in my hand and start reading it, as I was reading I suddenly tought of my brother Mustafa, I really miss him alot.. this will sound kinda weird but I really want the marriage to be fast cuz I know Mustafa will then come back here, my heart beat suddenly raced as I tought if seeing him again I felt my face getting a bit hotter, I wide opened my eyes and quickly brushed the feeling off " what is happening to me.." I whispered before taking a sip of water and continue reading my book.
Time flew fast and it was already night, I but on my favorite coat since it's a bit cold outside
Then I went to Mihirmah chamber and knock, the slaves let me in and I enter "Mihirmah" she was siting on her bed as she looked up at me " Hieren? Why are you in coat? " I'm going to the garden come with me, you will need some fresh air " I smiled as I held out my hand , she nodded " okay let me get ready " after some time she was finally ready and we head to the garden, on our way there I told her " you will hide behind tree and I'll talk to Bali beg " I said with straight face" she looked at me shooked " Hieren what" I stoped walking and looked at her " I said I'll prove you he don't love you Mihirmah, now is the time " she didn't say anything after that. We got to the garden and she hid while I waited for Bali beg, as he finally came he bowed at me " Sultana, you wanted to see me? " I nodded and smiled " Bali beg " I turned to him "I want to talk about Mihirmah "he looked a bit shooked and confused"I'm sorry sultan did I do something wrong? Did something happen " I shook my head "no Bali beg you didn't just..she's always talking about you two loving each other and I was wondering if you could clear this up for me " he looked at me confused "I'm sorry sultana but I do not like Mihirmah in that way " he said calmly " oh why don't you like her? " He signed" I'm sorry sultana but she's still a child in my eyes ...I couldn't possibly see her as something else " I sighed and looked down " thank you Bali beg you can go " he bowed and left and I went to Mihirmah, she was already crying " Mihirmah ...." I placed my hand on her shoulder but she shook it off and ran back to the castle.
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Forbidden Love
FanfictionHierren sulan is the 3rd child of Hurrem Sultan and Sultan Suleiman. Her life has been good all this time but there was one thing that she couldn't forgive herself for doing...she was in love with her brother Prince Mustafa