Forbidden Love

Chapter 32

I turned around and saw Beyazit standing in the middle of the room, I stared at him in fear, I turned to my mother who was watching Beyazit with confused expression "Mother...may I be excused?" I asked quietly "No Hieren you may not, I'm still not done with you " she said sounding pissed, "Beyazit, is everything okay? Why did you come" she asked in sweet voice "I came here because I knew Hieren was here Mother, I need to speak with her" he said, he said in deep voice and I gulped "well in that case you can speak with her but-" "No! " I interrupted my mom and she didn't look Happy about it "I don't want-" I tought for a second, I had to lie "I don't want him to see my like this..." I said "you had to think about that before doing such thing Hieren, go talk to your brother now " she ordered, I was not going to let him do something to me, I got scared, really scared, so I ran out of my mother's chamber , and ran as fast as I could to my chamber and lock the door "Why were you running?" A voice suddenly asked me, I turned around and I saw my youngest brother Chihangir sitting on the couch "Chihangir...oh my..." I walked towards him and hugged him tightly , I haven't seen him for years, I missed him like crazy "you grew up so much, I missed you brother" I told him as I caressed his hair and kisses his head "I missed you too sister" he said and hugged me back. We then heard banging on the door "HIEREN!" Beyazit yelled "is that Beyazit?" Chihangir asked and I nodded "yeah.." "why is he yelling ? Did you guys fight?" Chihangir asked concerned and I sighed and got up "we did.." I walked to the door and opened them, there stood angry Beyazit, I could feel my body starting to shake "B-Beyazit" I started "Shut up, how dare you run from me-" "How dare I? What do you mean how dare I!? I was scared because of what you did Beyazit...can you blame me!? " I said forgetting that Chihangir is also in the room "What did he do?" He came to me and Beyazit, I could see Beyazits eyes got wider, he was schocked "what are you doing here" he asked "he came to see me Beyazit please leave us alone" I said confidently, he would never hurt me in front of my brothers, "I want to be with you guys and talk" Beyazit said and Chihangir looked at me and I looked back at him "Do you want him to stay ?" I asked him and he shrugged "it's up to you" I sighed and looked at Beyazit, "I don't think you should..." I said quietly while looking at him and he didn't look to happy about it "I don't remember asking for permission " he said sounding pissed "Chihangir please leave us alone, I need to talk to Hieren" Beyazit said while watching me, I looked at Chihangir with pleated eyes mouthing him to not go "I want to st-" Chihangir started "CHIHANGIR " Beyazit suddenly yelled making both me and Chihangir flinch, he ran out "do you remember what I told you " Beyazit said while pushing me further into the chamber "Beyazit! It wasn't my fault she died! I had nothing to do with it!! It was Probably Nurbanu, she hated her!" I screamed trying to defend myself, then I realized what I said...oh no "Nurbanu?" Beyazit asked confused "why would she want her dead?" He asked while slowly taking the knife that was left on breakfast table, I watched the knife in his hand, I watched his every move "She hated her because she made you stronger...she wanted you to became weak and incapable of owning the throne" I said, he suddenly stopped his actions, I looked up at him " Is this true?" He asked me and I nodded "yes it is Beyazit" I said truthfully, he started walking backwards to the door "Beyazit?" He walked out. After taking few moments to calm down I walked out of the chamber, I walked to my mother's chamber and knocked on door, the door opened and I walked in "Mother i-" I saw my mother sitting on couch and drinking coffee while Mahidevran yelled at her "What us happening.." I asked as I walked further into the chamber " Hieren who told you you can come in?" My mother asked and I blinked "You're not mad still are you?" I asked joking, but she didn't smile, she looked at me with dead eyes, I looked at Mahidevran and she was looking at my Mother angry "How could you say that to Majesty! What if he actually do it!? How could you do this! I knew you were cruel but not this much! I would never do this to you Hurrem!" Mahidevran screamed while crying, my mother stayed calm " you think I don't remember what happened with my Mehmed? " She chuckled and took sip of her coffee, I walked to Mahidevran and rubbed her back "Don't cry...what happened" I asked and she pushed my hand away "You're a the same! Stay away from me and my son! I mean it!" She screamed in my face before walking out of the chamber "what did you do..." I asked "Hieren get out" my mother said annoyed"Mother, what did you do " I asked walking closer to her "let's just say life will became much more easier few days from now" she smirked and drinked her coffee, at first I didn't understand what she was saying, but then I remember hearing Mihirmah and her talk...and she did mentioned Mehmed....Mustafa..."WHAT DID YOU DO TO MUSTAFA!" I asked terrified and she looked up at me "Hieren get out, I want to be alone" she said calmly "Mother..what..did..you..do.." "Fathia! Please get Hieren out" my mother's maid suddenly came and took me out of chamber. I ran to my father's chamber and walked in without knocking "Father!" I yelled for him, he came in running, he was at tarace " Hieren! What happened!?" I ran to him and held his hands "Father please don't hurt Mustafa! Please don't do anything to him! He did nothing wrong!" I pleated him, he went silent for few moments before saying "where are you getting all this from? " I tought for a second if I should mention mom or not "I...had dream of you k-killing Mustafa....I got really scared...please don't do anything " I sniffed and he pulled me in hug "you just miss him alot...that's all, why don't you go to him hm? I'm sure he will be happy to see you" I nodded before puling away from the hug, i slowly looked up at him "father..please promise me you will never hurt Mustafa..no metter how mat you are at him or whatever he did..please.." I said softly and he let out a sigh before kissing my forehead "go to him Hireren.." he lowered his gaze and i just left.  I went straight to Mustafas chamber, i opened the door and saw Mustafa standing in front of big window looking out of it "Mustafa" i whispered before closig the door and walking over to him then wrapping my arms around his torso tightly and laying my head on his back, i could feel him holding my hands "Hieren?" he turned around and i looked up at him, i could feel tears forming in my eyes as i stared at his "Hieren i-" i shushed him with quick peck on his lips " i could tell he didnt expect it "Mustafa you cant go hunting with Father " he looked shocked "Hieren weve been planning it for weeks, i cant just not go " "Mustafa trust me! You cant go!" he looked so confused " im sorry..i didnt mean to raise my voice but please Mus-" he cut me off "Hieren, calm down, I know you miss me but i have to go, this is the only way i can bond with my father again," he said whith smile "dont worry Hieren, ill come back" i stared into his eyes with tears in mine...he had no clue what was coming "Mustafa i-" suddenly the door opened revealing Mahidevran "Hieren get out, i need to speak with my son, and i tought i was clear" she said the last words trought gritten teeth " Mother, i wont allow you to speak to Hieren like this " GET PUT!" she screamed and i sighed before walking out and leaving them alone.

sorry for not updating for while! i was really busy xx