Escape (UNDERGOING EDITING)

Sun ☼

(LUKE's POV HA ENJOY.)

July 5th
(one month and 3 days ago.)

I stormed out of Alex's house much more sober then a I was entering a few hours before. I originally went there to speak with her about this hooking up system and how it needs to end. I couldn't do this to myself, my family, friends, and Jasey anymore. It wasn't right and I was/am a shit boyfriend for doing it. But then we ended up hooking up because she gave me vodka instead of water when I asked for something to drink.

Granted, I should have been more careful and noticed the difference. But ever since Jasey came along, I haven't been drinking. The absence of alcohol made my body crave it. I only said one drink.

When I woke up about a half hour ago, I was in a haze of confusion. Alex was coming out of the bathroom and when she saw me sitting up she froze. I began interrogating her still half drunk from her stunt and put my clothes back on quickly. When I grabbed my phone, I called Jasey.

Convincing her to come pick me up was way easier than I expected. I thought she would have at least protest a few times but I only had to ask once. When she finally said she was on her way, I sighed in relief. But then I began realizing what really happened. What I did.

I was so angry and disappointed with myself, I began letting it all out on Alex. I looked at the clock on her nightstand for a split second noticing it had already been ten minutes like Jasey said. I pulled out my phone to call Jasey to see if she was here yet but I saw that the call had already been going for those ten minutes.

I looked up and all I could see were Jasey's eyes. They were full of so much hurt and disappointment. The guilt hit me like a monsoon. She hung up the phone as I sauntered over to the car. I'm surprised she even let me into the car without injuring me or stranding me. Knowing I deserved both I got in the car silently. "Jasey-"I started after a few minutes of silence but she cut me off.

"No. Don't talk."She said firmly. "Please just l-" I attempted again but she cut me off again. "What? Just let you explain? You're such a fucking riot Luke. Months?

You have been having hooking with your ex that most likely has three types of HIV diseases for months? Let's not forget that she cheated on you, got pregnant with that man she cheated on you with, got an abortion killing an innocent life, while knowing very well that you have a girlfriend, and you have the audacity to think you have the right to explain yourself further?"She challenged me.

I knew better than to say something else that would dig this hole I started  even deeper than it already was. She began to tear up as she looked away from me. All I could do was stare. I had never seen her cry. Let alone because of me. She took her hands wiped them away quickly and took a deep breath.

I wanted so badly to kiss her pain away. I wanted to hold and comfort her so she would feel better. I wanted to do unspeakable things to whoever made her feel this way. Unfortunately, that person would be myself. The guilt and pain might just accomplish those unspeakable things for me.

She put the key in the ignition and the car fired up. I went to check the time on my phone but it was now dead. I was hoping it was late enough where not too many of my family members were still at the house so Jasey and I could talk. If she'll let me that is.

We pulled into my drive way and she stepped out of the car without another word. I got out quickly and stopped her by grabbing her arm softly. "Don't you dare fucking touch me Luke. You touched her with your hands and I wont have it. Not only that but incase you forgot, you cheated on me multiple times?

You could have come clean not even a week ago when we went out. You made me feel guilty for nothing. I bet that wasn't even your so called friend that lives here. I bet it was Alex the whole time. Wasn't it?"She accused pushing me away from her.