Escape (UNDERGOING EDITING)

Realization

*July 7th*
Luke's Pov

"He wont get out of bed mum."I heard Ben complain into the phone. It's been two days since the incident and I wasn't handling it very well. For the most part, everyone in the house had left me alone the following morning I came back home from chasing Jasey. But my mother did have to go back to the hospital this morning so I was forced out of bed, or more so dragged by Ben and Jack, to say goodbye to her.

They were already tattling on me and I had a feeling it would be a long couple of weeks. Jack went to go visit my mum with both Immogen and Anna leaving me with the asswagon. "I'll tell him. Okay, love you too."He said making me sigh in relief as he finally hung up. "Mum said that she would like to see you before the week ends."Ben said making me roll my eyes.

"It's only Thursday. If I remember clearly, there is still two days until the end of the week."I said turning away from him. "Look, no one can help you unless you talk to us about what's going on but you wont."Ben said sitting on my bed towards my feet. I didn't feel like answering him so I stayed silent resulting in his sigh. "Well, I'm here for you if you do eventually want to talk. There's food in the fridge too if your human garbage disposal of a stomach decides to start up again." He said as he stood up exiting my room.

He shut the door leaving me alone with my thoughts to eat me alive. Some would say my behavior is a bit ridiculous over 'some break up' but, it wasn't just a break up. She was my best friend. She understood every part of me like she had known me for as long as the boys have.

She came in and changed everything. I missed her like hell already and it's only been forty-eight hours. Not even, and I was already a mess. My phone dinged and I internally groaned that I had forgotten to turn the damn device off. I rolled around until I found it and unlocked it. There was a reminder that flashed on the screen.

'Ashton's Birthday!!!!'

Just a few days ago, I was practically bouncing off the walls to celebrate Ash's birthday with him. We all had a special gift for him an everything. I contemplated ringing him to wish him happy birthday or not. It was tempting but then I noticed what time it was.

It was eight in the morning. Not today. I threw my phone off the bed deciding I would deal with the matter later. I pulled the covers back over my head, and sighed closing my eyes. Maybe later.

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Jasey and I walked into the yard hand and hand. I led her to where I had set up a picnic earlier that morning. She sat down and smiled at me. I smiled back and kissed her cheek. We began eating and laughing when suddenly, she put down her pizza, and her expression dropped.

"What's wrong babe?"I asked her. "I just realized something Luke."She said slowly. "What?"I asked raising my eyebrow. "That I find you deplorable. That are a disappointment and a dick. And that I hate everything about you." She said suddenly fuming.

"Please. I said I was sorry. So so so fucking sorry."I begged kneeling in front of her. "No. I'm tired of you're bull shit. I knew that I should have listened to Calum. I'm better off with Michael."She said crossing her arms disapprovingly. My breath hitched as Michael walked up beside her.

They began kissing and he was touching her the way only I was allowed to touch her right in front of me. I yelled until my lungs were ready to collapse. I cried an ocean worth . I did anything I could to make them stop. I tried to close my eyes but the image was there whenever I did. "No! Just Stop! Please!"I yelled at the top of my lungs.

"You said you loved me!"I yelled as the tears ran down my face. This finally made them pause my torture for a brief moment. Jasey turned to me with a wicked smile that made my skin crawl like I was going to be sick.