I Want to Die in New Orleans // $uicideboys

23: Dope Whore

"Dawg," Ruby stammered.
"Ruby, I swear to fucking god yo," Scrim threatened.
"Look she right there chill," Ruby exclaimed as I appeared in the entrance of the hall.
I was caught off guard, confused as to why Scrim was angrily searching for me. He instantly shifted towards me with a .45 hanging out his hand. His eyes pierced into mine, his face dropping slowly into a confused daze.
"Yo why you look like that?" He calmly asked though my response was silent, "Why she cryin?! Huh?" Scrim exploded jetting back to Ruby.
"Were you crying?" Ruby trailed off.
"You son of a bitch," Scrim said pointing the .45 towards Ruby's leg, "She ain't want to? Cause yo message said y'all was fuckin so what is it?"
"What?" I coughed.
"Naw don't act like you wasn't."
"What the fuck are you talking about?" I exclaimed walking up to him feeling every emotion in me fall to my feet.
Scrim reached into his pocket, keeping the gun pointed on Ruby's leg. He unlocked the phone, scrolling through his messages, then passed the phone to me. Ruby let out a sigh.
My head burnt up as I gripped the phone tight, "No need to stop the conversation for me to read," I scoffed to Scrim as he began his tangent once again.

Ruby: Aye cuz, if i was you i wouldn't come back any time soon, the living room gonna be occupied.

You invitin a girl over?

Ruby: Naw didn't have to

Fuck you talkin bout?
Ruby?
You forreal goin make me come over there answer bruh.
ight i'm omw

I felt the rage wanting to burst through my skull, but I felt I needed a proper top off. I wanted to give myself clarity, so I made do with Scrim's phone, scrolling to the messages to see no female names.
About to return the phone back to him I felt something pull me back, I left the messages app and clicked on the phone to see the recents.

Tori

    "He hurt you or y'all was fuckin?" Scrims voice muffled it's way into my head.
I let out a little giggle that followed a big laugh as I clicked his phone off. I held it out to him as he slowly reached to grab it back.
"Me and Ruby didn't fuck, the only mother fucker that hurt me was Marley when he thought he could roofie me," I ridiculed, "Ruby just disappointed me with that dumbass message," I stated, making my way into Ruby's room.
The house was silent as the boys collected their minds, I assume, I collected my items throwing just about everything into my bag. I made sure I had the majority of the clothes and things I needed. I didn't know how long I'd be gone but I knew I needed to leave. I slipped on a hoodie and found a pair of joggers to throw on, noticing my bruised and scarred leg. I sat on the bed, squeezing my feet into my shoes and tying them up as tears seeped out my eyes.
"Why didn't you tell me that happened," Scrim solemnly asked, standing outside of the door frame, not looking towards me.
"You weren't there. Nobody would've knew if Ruby's jackass wouldn't of came storming in and stopping me," I scoffed, drying my face off quickly.
"Stopping you?" He asked.
"I'm not stupid Scott," I said, picking up my bag,"I am underestimated."
"I don't understand..Your bags- Why? Where are you going?" He stammered, following me hastily towards the door as his tone escalated.
He grabbed the door knob before I could get to it, "Just talk to me," He quietly pleaded, as Ruby emerged from the hallway.
    "Just let go," I demanded as Scrim kept a firm grip on the handle.
"Just let go bro," Ruby swallowed, Scrims face shifted, he took a sharp breath in then released his latch.
"Are you gonna be back?" He asked as I opened the door, almost hitting him with it if he wouldn't have moved.
I paused, looking at him, I felt my eyes droop, the tears burned but my heart was on fire, "You expect to be told what is going on, and demand it to go a certain way when you have no involvement with the situation whatsoever," I stated.
He looked confused, "I'm not allowed to know or say anything?"
I laughed, "Not allowed to storm in here after sleeping around with a dope whore and have an opinion on every fucking thing, you can roll like that with Ruby all you want, but as someone who tried to pick you up off of the goddamn floor, i feel disrespected," I addressed, making my way out of the front door with a slam.
I quickly made my way to my car, throwing myself and my stuff inside and began to speed off.
"Best weekend ever." I sighed as I drove back towards my home.
    I tried my best to swallow my tears but it poured more and more as I sat in the once silent room. Now it was engulfed in cries and wallows that were finally casted out of me.