sorry, i'm not sorry || hyungwon monsta x fanfic ||

11.

nari felt a constant thud in her head as she buried her face in the pillows groaning softly into them. she couldn't physically open her eyes just yet.

did she drink that much?

"nari?" a voice says and it sounds distant but so near. "nari? are you ok?" she instantly recognizes hyungwon's voice. she smiled to herself.

it took her a minute to finally put it together and her eyes instantly opened as she begin to panic. she sits up in the bed as she feels her body realizing she was still wearing clothes, just not the ones she had left the club in. the clothing she knew belonged to hyungwon. she looks at him seeing he was lying next to her using his elbows to prop himself up. his eyes still full of sleep, "what time is it?"

"i don't know probably seven maybe eight in the morning i think." he responds rubbing his tired eyes with a yawn.

"fuck," she sits up, panicked looking around not even able to enjoy how hot his morning voice is. she noticed she was in an unfamiliar place. it had to be the studio because he couldn't take her to his apartment. "where's my purse?"

hyungwon climbs out of bed looking for her purse eventually finding it and handing it over to her. "nari are you ok?" he asks again, to be honest, this was too early for him. he loved his sleep.

"yeah i just," she sighs, "i lied to him," she says taking out her phone. "he might have called narae. fuck!" she says seeing the multiple missed calls and text messages from kang.

"nari calm down," he looks at her confused wondering why she cared so much. also surprised by the amount of times she's swore at him. "it's ok. come on relax he's done worst things to you. i sent him a text on your phone last night telling him you were staying at a hotel. just call him tell him you're there and explain it to your sister later."

nari nods as she dials the phone putting it on speaker phone.

"hello?" his voice booms through the speaker in a panicked tone.

now he's a 'loving' husband. hyungwon thought to himself rolling his eyes. honestly hearing his voiced angered him. he hated kang.

"kang."

"nari what the fuck, i've been calling you all night! i couldn't get in contact with you, where are you?" he asks confused.

"i drank a little too much and went to the hotel. i told you. i think my phone died after i got here or something. i don't remember much, i'm so sorry i should have called you."

"it's ok nari. you just scared me for a second. do you want me to pick you up?"

"no." she says in response. "i think i'm going to sleep a bit longer, and i'll come home later ok? i'm sorry."

"okay nari. i'll see you at home. don't apologize just rest up ok? i love you."

"ok. bye kang." she says hanging up tossing her phone aside on the bed.

hyungwon felt relieved as she didn't say i love you back to him. he wondered if she remembered. remembered the confession he made to her.

she put her face in her hands. "how much did i drink?"

"a lot." he says honestly.

she pauses for a second not sure how to word this question as she tried to piece together the words before saying it. "did we.." she held in her breath. would she be ok if he said yes? would she be mad at herself or him.

"we did not." hyungwon responds knowing exactly she was inferring to. "i just gave you clothes to change into and slept next to you. i was scared you'd get sick, which you did." he answers truthfully. "nothing happened i promise nari."