A week later...
"You ready?" Geni asked as we stepped closer to the two story building.
I nodded letting her know that I was and we proceeded to the office.
The scent of soft lavender with maybe a hint of lemongrass hit us smoothly as we entered the facility. The walls were a crème color with pictures of green plants scattered here and there.
I shrugged my shoulders allowing my self to relax.
The fair-skinned lady at the desk took our names and we sat not long before getting called to the back.
We followed a sign that led us all the way down the hall to the lady door on the left. Geni knocked and a dark-skin lady answered it.
"Im sorry for not greeting you at the front. I got caught up in time" she said quickly gathering up some papers then standing up infront of her desk.
"I'm Dr. Nahal. It's okay to call me Dr.N" she held her hand out.
Geni shook it first as she introduced herself then I proceeded to do the same.
We took a seat on the brown- surprisingly comfortable couch as she began talking.
"So.. tell me a little bit about yourselves and why you're here today" she asked leaning forward on her elbows on her desk.
Geni and I took a deep breath before beginning to speak. I let her go first.
1 hr and 30 mins later...
"I appreciate you Dr. Nahal, but we don't need this" I say getting frustrated and taking geni up and going towards the door
"I understand" she said arising from her seat as well.
"I'll see you guys on the 13! Thanks for finally coming" she said to us as we leave out the door.
Once we got out of the building and close to the car, Geni snatched her hand away from mines.
Wtf.
"G what's wrong?" I asked her starting up the car.
She exhaled deeply instead of answering.
When we pulled up to the apartment, she slammed the door and rushed upstairs.
Having me all the way fucked up, I locked the car doors and hurried upstairs.
When I walked in the apartment she was in the fridge pouring a glass of milk.
"Genesis what the fuck wrong with you?" I asked.
She shut the fridge door and tried to breeze past me but I grabbed her arm.
"You're mad?"
She tried to pull away from my grip.
With the grip I had on her arm, I pushed her back a little.
"You don't get to be mad. You don't possess the fucking right"
"You can't tell me how to feel"
"You right. But if anything i should BE FUCKING MAD. YOU LEFT ME. RE- FUCKING- MEMBER. IF ANY FUCKING THING I SHOULD BE DAMN MAD" I exclaimed to her with my voice increasing more and more.
"YOU ALWAYS WANNA BRING THAT SHIT UP DAMN MONIQUE. I DID IT FOR YOU"
"whatever Genesis. non-apologizing ass" I said walking to my room.
"What you say?"
"I said non- apologizing ass" I said skipping the 'whatever genesis' part cause I know she heard that part.
"APOLOGIZE FOR WHAT?"
"FOR FUCKING LEAVING MAYBE? BEING THE MAIN REASON WE HAD TO DO THAT THERAPY SHIT TO BEGIN WITH"
"OH SO NOW ITS ALL MY FAULT"
I shrugged my shoulders and completed my walk to my room.
I heard her room door slam shut but then opened up not even a minute later. She can't be in there alone anymore. She won't be.
I giggled a bit. It's not funny that she's- we're traumatized, it's funny that she thought she did something.
I got out of my clothes and got into my bed now hot and bothered. Me being this angry never lasts long so I throw on a show and drift asleep.
7 mins later...
"Get up. Come on" Genesis bussed in my room demanding while pulling my cover off of me.
"G what?? I know you seen im trying to sleep" I asked lowkey irritated.
"I wanna go out" she demanded again but softer.
I rolled my eyes and got up to get myself ready.
I grabbed my sundae as geni paid the man then grabbed hers.
We sat at the bench in silence as we ate our treats.
"This is nice" she started up the conversation.
"I know isn't it"
She raised her eyebrows in agreement and boredom.
She grabbed my hand across the table.
"So we good now?"
I scrunched my eyebrows at her.
"What?"
"Seriously g?"
"What?"
I stared at her and waited on her to say what was needed.
"You still can't say sorry".
And with that, I got up and left.
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something slight yfm
Anyways.. Live,laugh and love God !
Deja out !🤘🏾
