𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲, 𝐥𝐞𝐭'𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞 ↯ 𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐍 𝐁𝐔𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐑

𝐗𝐗𝐈𝐗

𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲
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i've drank at least eight vodka shots. maybe nine.

but i stopped counting. especially since austin is paying. it's our night off and he promised me a night where we get to act like we're not two famous celebrities who carry away on whims and allow opportunities to whisk us to different parts of the world. like australia.

everytime i look over at him though my heart thumps in my chest and i can feel myself falling deeper and deeper and harder and harder for him.

"how about another round of shots?!" i shout over the loud rap music blaring from the speakers.

he crinkles his nose "vodka or tequila?"

"that's like asking me rubbing alcohol or bleach," i take a pause "rubbing alcohol it is."

he nods in agreement and flags down the bartender for like the millionth time tonight.

"you know what i'm feeling like?"

he turns toward me in amusment and grins "hmm?"

"we should totally get mcdonald's instead."

he laughs drunkenly and wraps his arm around me, "god, lillian, i love you. you always know how to make me laugh."

and just like that i'm frozen. did he just say what i think he said? he loves me. even in his drunken state austin has realized what he said too and he awkwardly clears his throat, "uh..."

"you love me?"

"there's not point in lying now, is there?"

i shake my head and softly smile "no, there's not."

"you're my best friend, lillian, and you know more about me than anyone ever will," he pulls me into him and kisses my cheek "it'd be impossible not to love you for a billion reasons."

"i don't know if i can say it back," i say so quietly i'm not sure he'll be able to hear me over the music.

but he does. of course he does. "that's okay, baby, you don't need to say it back."

i snuggle up next to him, comfortable in the fact that austin loves me and he's willing to wait until i'm ready.

⚘

after a long day at work, i walk into the house where lily-rose and maddy wait for me.

"okay, what's your big suprise?" i ask.

with a grin on her face, lily skips towards me "where's austin??"

"at work."

she huffs, "whatever you can tell him yourself."

"tell him what exactly?" maddy asks "you still won't tell us and i don't do well with waiting."

lily-rose takes a deep breath before speaking and says, "i'm pregnant."

the room falls silent before maddy and i both smile, laugh, and cheer for her. "oh my fucking god are you serious?"

"wait who are you fucking?" maddy asks with furrowed brows.

"maddy!" i scold.

"what? you don't have a boyfriend do you?"

"timothée," she quietly says "we've been hooking up."

maddy gasps "you've been getting secret dick?"

i hide my giggles in and try to look my happiest for lily-rose "i'm so happy for you, lily-rose. you two will have the most beautiful baby."

she hugs me warmly "we're so excited."

"have you told your parents?" i ask.

"no, you two are the first. but i'm telling my mom tonight over the phone."

"this is crazy," maddy says "i'm getting married, lily-rose is pregnant, and lillian is in a happy relationship with a booming career. could you imagine if our high school selves saw us now?"

"that bitch would hate me," i joke. "and she'd be incredibly jealous."

"my 16 year old self would be shocked," lily-rose comments.

maddy shrugs "was a slut then, a slut now."

⚘

"hey, want me to grab you a water?" dacre offers once we finish a scene.

i nod "sure, thanks for the offer."

he nods and mumbles 'of course' before jogging over to the cooler filled with water and handing it to me. "thanks again."

"anytime."

as i drink the water, he is still standing there watching me. "is there anything else i can do for you?" i ask once i pull the water bottle from my lips.

"uh... i-i just wanted to ask how you and austin were doing?"

i shrug "we're doing amazing. why?"

"well, sometimes he seemed a little upset while on set so i wasn't sure if something was wrong," he says in a dull tone. "is there?"

i shake my head "not at all." what the hell is he getting at?

he shrugs "i only ask because i kind of miss you. especially with seeing you everyday on set and on social media."

"well no one told you to follow me again, no one told you to follow austin. and you could've turn down the role, because you knew i had mine when you got yours," i place the water bottle down and cross my arms "so i don't want to hear your pity party about how you miss me."

he gives me an almost sad look and steps closer to me "yeah, i know, i messed up breaking up with you. i just want to see if something is still there."

"you didn't mess up, because if you never broke up with me— i would've never met austin. so thank you."

he steps closer to me, super close but i'm too angry to move "i get that you're mad—"

"really?"

he sighs, "look lillian—"

"no, don't 'look lillian' me. i don't want to hear your shit dacre," i scoff in disbelief, staring angrily at him "i am happy with austin and i always will be. so just leave me alone."

instead of saying anything else, he grabs me and kisses me. i quickly use all my strength to push him off and i do manage to.

but when i do, i see austin standing there with tears in his eyes. "austin!"

but he turns away from me and walks away. "fuck," i mutter "fuck!"

"lillian—"

"no! you just kissed me without my consent in front of my boyfriend! what the fuck is wrong with you?"

i shove him away from me and rush out to austin's car but when i get there, it's gone.

he's gone.

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