Fat Girl In A Little Coat 2

Part 7

Going to sleep angry, I hate when I do that knowing that the next day won't be any better. Lying in bed after picking my guts out. I stare at the ceiling. Soft nock on my door. "Come in."

Steve enters. "I'm on my way to get Billy. You want to come?" Shaking my head no. "Another fight."

"The room is spinning and all I want if to puke more but I have to go into town to speak to my lawyer about 'him'."

"Shit." He sat on the bed. "You want me to come with you?"

"No. While you are getting Billy, I'll be with them." Slowly moving. "If I am pregnant..."

"You will love that baby no matter what the outcome brings."

I sorta smiled. "What if he finds out? And tries to be involved."

It took him for a moment until he noticed that I was talking about my dad. "And if does know then he does. You and I won't allow him to be in this kid life. Until he hits the age of never going to happen." We both laughed. "For real. If he or she gets to the age of knowing and wanting to meet him they have to be an adult."

"That's the thing. What if my kid doesn't want to believe what happened to me. Or would it just be better if I never told them. And that he's dead."

Steve hand went to the back of my neck. Pulling me in as our heads touched. "This kid isn't going to have time to know what happened. If you want to tell it's up to you. Laurie and I will support you a thousand times over." Patting my cheek as he got up from the bed. "See you later loser." He winks as he left.

"Bye brat."

I got ready to go to see my lawyer. We went through answers after answers. No confusion there. Peterson the lawyer sat right beside me. "You got this kid." He was around maybe Pipi age. But maybe two years younger.

"I hope so. He just can't get out."

"He won't. Not as long as I can help it. He won't."

Pipi took me home after the fact. Going up to my room I crawled into bed. I felt gross that everything around me was gross. Not even a show could save me. Closing my eyes I took a nap.

Why was it when I was younger I didn't want to take naps and that they were silly? Can someone tell me why I thought that it was a great idea?

Waking up I had to go pee. I took the test with me. "Well it's now or never." I set a timer after I washed my hands after from peeing.

Steve was coming over dropping off some paper work to give to Pipi. When he arrived he looked tired too. "Which bus hit who harder?" I looked at him. We both looked like a bus had hit us both ways.

"Eh. There was about two car crashes on the way there and on the way back." Rubbing his eyes. "Billy said he may stop over tonight."

"How pissed did he look?"

"Not at all. He wouldn't speak much other than talking about you and this dumb court."

"Let me guess he said that I'm to hard to handle and I will break from this." Typical.

Shaking his head no. "Exact opposite. He was talking about how you might be pregnant and that he wasn't sure on what the two of you are going to do."

"I told him what I was going to do."

Not wanting to get in on it. "I know. But you know how we guys are sis. We just want to make sure that we are on the same page. Even if we aren't even close."

"I know." I sighed.

Pipi came down and took the paper. My timer went off. "I'll see you later Steve."

Okay T this is it. If I am well I make a appointment at a doctor to really make sure. Because I truly can't have my hopes like this. You know what it's still early in the day I might make one. Entering my room. "It's all going to be okay."

Opening my bedroom and picking it up from my lamp table. Seeing this for the first time. I am pregnant. Fuck! Laying back on my bed. Both hands placed over my stomach. "I hope you are for real." Closing my eyes.

I didn't shut my door. But I heard a deep voice. "Me too." It was Billy's voice.

What do I do or say at this point? Do I want to slap him? Hug him? I'm just froze. Feeling the bed move. I could smell his clone, I felt safe. My old teenager was coming out, wanting to hug him and kiss him. Telling him I missed him so much. It just felt like the old time.

"What if it's not?"

"Have you called the doctors yet?"

"No. But I am later today."

"Good. And we can go together." He was about to leave it there. Quickly he said. "If you want me too."

I mean he's here. As much as I don't like him right now. I mean he should for at least one thing. So in the future he cant be like he was never there. Or if my child ask about their dad. "I think you should."

"Okay." Feeling his cold hand on my stomach. "I just want to let you know that I think we shouldn't talk about what happened at home that it should stay there. And focus on what's going on now."

Yes I agree. But you know still back in my mind that he is still cheating. I guess for now it will stay there. Just while we are here. Once we get back, if I want to go back. "Alright." I know he hates fighting because he doesn't want to lose me. But I think he lost both. Me and himself.

Billy called the doctor for me. Which was nice. But it's just nerve wracking, because what after when I find out that I am and he just doesn't want it because of his dad? I know I said this before. But ugh!