Fat Girl In A Little Coat 2

Part 44

It has been days, I've been lying in here. Food doesn't sound good. Billy and Heather comes in to check up on me, from time to time. I would just pretend to sleep, so I wouldn't have to deal with them together.

When I am better, I want to go home. To my home. Thinking I could do things without my family, while I'm pregnant. The house haas been torn down. Pipi moved with hiss sister and her family. Or was it that he moved near to them... I can't remember.

Steve and Laurie, will be engaged soon. And I want to be there.

Billy walks in with some soup. "You got be hungry by now." I shook my head no. Nothing sounds good, not even water. But I have to drink it. "Its broth. Nothing in it. Please drink it." Shaking my head no again. Traping me in his arms as he leans in a little bit. "I know you don't want too. Do it for our baby." The touch of his cold hand on my forehead, felt nice. My lips chapped, I moaned. "How about this, two sips and I'll leave you alone." I nod, slowly sitting up on the bed. "There you go."

Taking the bowl of soup, drinking it slowly. Placing the bowl down. Billy smiled. "I'm sorry that your sick."

"Not your fault." I coughed a little.

"I know. Being pregnant and being sick all together isn't fun." Taking my hand that is all sweaty. "I know Heather took you by surprise. She did that with me as well. I got called in, I'm sorry about that Mayflower." Short of a sigh. "I'm sorta glad that she was here with you. Not that you need her or anything. Just for my half knowing that you are okay. Please don't be angry."

Lying back down. "I'm sorta angry, cause I thought you knew that she was here and just never bother to tell me." Clearing my throat. "Is she staying with us?" Cause if she is... I'm done.

"No. She's staying at a hotel, Heather left an hour ago." Billy looks down with a sad face. "I love you. I should had came in here and told you."

"It's okay. Billy, I have a request."

"Anything."

"I want to go home. I don't mean like right now or any time soon." I lied. "But I do want to go home soon."

"Why?" He was so confused.

"Cause, I want to see Steve and Pipi along with my other family."

Rolling his eyes as I said Steve. "Honey, don't you want to wait until like Christmas?"

"I mean yeah.. but we have no one here. I get it that we want to start new." Billy starts to get angry but kept it together. "I just didn't think it would be this stressful when I got pregnant."

Billy slowly got up from the bed. "We both knew that it was going to be a struggle. I guess you are right that it's rough. We can't just leave and come back when we want too. I have a jobs and school to finish."

"Wait, that's not what I'm saying."

"No it's exactly what you are saying. You don't want to be stuck somewhere that you don't know, with no one that you know. That's how I felt about Hawkins. That's why I was excited to come back here."

"I'm homesick Billy. I guess."

"Are you not happy here with me?"

I tilt my head a bit. "Billy I'm happy when I'm with you. Really it's homesickness." Now he's making me feel bad.

He didn't bother to look at me as he head for the door. "Sure it is."

Billy and I didn't really talk since I've been in the bathroom most of the time. He would be on the other side holding my hair or getting me some water.

When everything started to feel better for me, I took a shower. Which that felt great! Billy was at work when I started the laundry. Maybe he wasn't sleeping well on the couch.

Finishing up making the bed, Billy was home. Rubbing his eyes as he enters the bedroom. "The flu or whatever it is, is over huh?"

Turning my head a little ways. "Yeah. At least I surly hope so." Placing the pillows back on the bed.

"So does that mean I can come back to bed?"

"Only if you take a shower, you sure can."

Billy kissed my right cheek as he heads towards the bathroom. Tossing his clothing into the hamper as I took the basket to our little laundry room. Luckily it was his surfing job all it is, is wet. I ordered some take out, since I'm loving spicy food, but not overly spicy. The food is on the table as Billy came out with his boxers on.

"You'll never guess the day that I had."

"Was it good or bad?"

"It was okay, so you know those two girls that I'm teaching how to surf?"

"Lydia and Casey, right?"

"Correct. Anyways, they were fighting about a man that they were sleeping with and not knowing that. And the cops had to be called on them and it was kinda funny." He chuckled. "Well it was shitty but funny, just before they started class." Billy turns the TV on as the door bell rings.

As I got up, Billy stopped me as he went to the door. He pays the deliver as he got the bag. Coming into the living room, he got the plates and a beer for him and a cola for me. Sitting next to me, we found an old movie on TV as we watched it and made fun of it.  Both of us falling asleep together on the couch.

Gently waking up Billy so we could go to bed. I didn't want him to be grumpy in the morning. With a sigh Billy stretched out , just before he got up.

Both of us lying in bed, facing each other. I stroke his cheek. "Billy?"

"Hmm?" Trying not to fall back to sleep as I was taking to him.

"Out of all the girls in Hawkins, why did you pick me?"

Scratching his shoulder. Fluffing his pillow down. "You want to have this conversation at four am eh?" With a smirk. "Ass. " He chuckled. Pulling me close to him. "Because you are a better person than I am. You make me a better person cause of it. Yeah sure I'm and always be a shitty person but I'm a less shitty person because of you."

"And you wouldn't lie to me, because I'm carrying your baby or thinking that I'm a gullible person." Placing my arm on his lower back.

"Hell no." His voice was dry I could hear him gulp trying to get his mouth wet. "The reason why I'm with you, cause you can stand me, put me in my place, we both equal out. Us being stubborn, annoying, loud, fight when we love to hard. I can go on Mayflower. Really. If you plan on ever leaving me. I want you to know that I would be lost and fight so hard to get you back. Even if you hate my guts." Clearing his throat. "Sorry. It's so dry in here."

Moving away as he tries to keep me back. "Billy I'm only getting the purifier." I kissed the top of his head.

"May I ask what brought this on?" Sitting up in bed. The sheet covers up his bear chest.

Filling up the container with water. "To be honest, I don't know really I just blurted it out." And to know that your not cheating on me with that bitch, Heather. I mean you can still lie to me.

Coming out with the purifier and then plugging it in. His sticks out his hand for me to take to come back to bed. I took his hand, getting back into bed. Snuggling up to me as he massaged my head to go back to sleep.