Fat Girl In A Little Coat 2

Part 26

I fell asleep on the ride home. I did have a great time and some really good food. Billy woke me up when we got in the drive way. And there is Steve, oh no. What's going on.. who is going to win this fight.

"Why is Steve here?"

"Your Pipi asked him to come over. For what I do not know. I just heard him over the phone and then he asked me to come get you."

Huh... Isn't that funny and odd. It's not my birthday. It's way too early for a baby shower. And do I even want a baby shower? Out of the car and up to the porch, then into the house where Steve was sitting on the couch watching something. "Hey old man."

Steve turns around with a smile on his face. "Well isn't it the wicked witch." My favorite character, while I was growing up. Billy hated the name calling, so he went up stairs.

I sat down next to Steve. "What's really going on? Is it about the dumb ass closet." Now I'm getting upset.

"Nothing? Pipi called me this morning to come over and here I am. Why are you dreaming about it again?" I shook my head no. "Good."

So then nothing is really going on then, unless if they are lying to me. Which I wouldn't be shocked. Billy comes back down, sat beside me. This isn't awkward at all. Arm placed around me I glare at Steve for a moment as his eyes went back to the TV. We didn't say anything u til Pipi came home.

They are sending me away aren't they? Billy acting odd, Steve doesn't keep secrets very well when it comes to me. And Pipi will be coming home soon, with one of my favorite foods and then it's the talk. That is what happened last time.

Getting up I went to my room, I felt like I couldn't breathe, I haven't felt like this in a long time, I haven't had a seizure in a long time. Pacing back and forth in my room.

Back downstairs, Billy and Steve looked at each other. "Shit." Billy gets up and heads up .

"Just be calm with her, even if she isn't with you." Steve said before Billy fully left the living room.

Trying my best to calm myself down. Billy stands in the door way and the door gently hits the wall of my room. Shaking my hands as I'm taking deep breaths like I was told. Moving to my bed, Billy sat down.

"Do you feel like a panic attack is coming or a seizure?"

"I'm not sure." Walking back and forth in front of him.

"Alright... Tell me what I can do to help you."
Shaking my head no. "No? Mayflower." He was thinking up something quick. "Tell me about what you did with uncle Jim." Shaking my head no again. "Babe, you have to talk to me. Just say what you are feeling."

"Are you sending me away?" Shortness of breath comes in. Closing my eyes as I do another set of deep breathing.

"Uh no?" He has no clue what I was talking about.

"Are you sending me to a psychiatrical ward?" To make it more clear to him.

"No. Why would we do that?" Crossing his arms, he's being very clam. Why? Why are you being so clam?

"Because I know that Steve or Pipi must had told you about this fucking closet." I pointed at it. Inhaling and then exhaling.

He snickered. "No. T, just because you talk to whatever is in there doesn't make you crazy.  Weird, but not crazy. You have been tormented, assaulted, sexual assaulted. Even more that I might not know. Cause when or if there is more I know that you will come to me." Getting off the bed as he placed two hands on my shoulders. "Pipi said he had someone important to tell both of you that he called Steve and then asked me to get you. Steve and I, did what we're supposed to do." He sighed. "Besides I get bad vibes from staying in here anyways, so you and I will be in Steve's room." Pulling me into a hug. "I'm never going to send you away, cause that means that they will have to take me too." He kissed the side of my head. "You know I'd be lost without you. I mean come on, we've lasted this long. And I hope that we will last even longer." He whispered that last part into my left ear. "I love you babe."

Clinging on to him, I hugged him so tightly. As for that I can relax. "Thank you, for being calm with me."

"Aren't you always the calm one when I get upset?" Swaying me from side to side. "My whole world. You're crazy if you think that I'm letting you go."

I sighed a little. "What did Steve or Pipi tell you about the closet?"

"You already asked that. Steve did."

"What did Steve exactly tell you?"

"That Aston would beat the shit out of you after he would jump from your closet."

What? He... There was this one time that he did beat the shit out of me by the closet. But he didn't jump out from the closet. "I mean that isn't fully it. Sure he beat me by this closet. But it isn't why I stare into it or blab my mouth." I sat on the bed. "He would hide in the closet until I would get into my room. When I did, he would jump out and push me in there and lock me in there until he thinks that I'm good and ready to listen to him and not fight the men who..." I just stopped there. No reason to continue.

"I assume that Steve was there."

"He might of been for the last part or from what Pipi told him. Something like that." I sighed. "As much as I hated living here. Steve and Pipi brought out the good." I sat back up. "As a kid before I went crazy, I wanted to burn this house to the ground. Yet again where would they live if I did that and they would want me around."

Billy came over and joined me. "I think that they would still taken you in and loved you just they way that they do. You wouldn't be you if you had done that. I do understand why you would want too." His arm placed around my shoulders as his head touched mine. "Why don't we stay in the other room for a couple of nights or we can go to the hotel."

"You want to stay in Steves old room?" I let a small chuckle out.

"It's just a room." Billy sighed as he sounded like he was annoyed.

"So you say." I got up. "Besides I never had sex in his room before." I winked as I walked away from Billy.

"We can change that." He shouted from the hall as I headed downstairs. Billy started to move my stuff into the other room. Pipi was going to arrive home a little late.

So now Billy joins Steve and I in the kitchen when Pipi came through the back door with some food. "Sorry. It's raining like cats and dogs outside."