I wipe away the tears i have and look in the mirror. I look terrible. The others already left tonight and I know that no matter where I go, Paparazzi will be waiting for me. Maybe I can cover up my eyes with sunglasses and dress pretty. I guess that's my only option to show myself outside. Hopefully I have something like that with me.
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This is nearly perfect. I grab all my stuff and head outside where a crowd of Paparazzi is waiting for me. I smile and get as fast as possible into my car with wich I drive directly to the airport and fly to Los Angeles. Everyone wants my Autograph and so I give it to them. It takes me a while to get where I wanna go but I manage.
In Los Angeles during the Uber ride I check my E-Mails and see an invitation to a talk show for the five of us tonight. I don't wanna go so I just ignore it. As I reach my house I quickly head inside and throw myself on the bed. I never wanna leave it again.
At Night I watch the talk show we were invited to and of course the four of them went. I am curious what they have to say. At first they talk about basic stuff and then I come as theme. "So where is Sadie? We didn't get an answer from her." The Interviewer asks. "Well we don't really wanna talk about this but we had a huge fight and she is currently not with us." Alyssia answeres. Smooth tho. "Does this mean it's from now on only the four of you?" They all nod, that hurts. "How will you guys do that, without a lead singer?" "Since Sadie was our lead singer for so long, we decided that Alyssia is gonna be the next one. Hopefully the songs will get even better." Chad says. That's mean. I turn it off. What a waste of time.
The whole Next Month I spend in my Villa with no contact to the outside world. On my Instagram hundreds of people text me. Some are nice and others aren't. If I need food, I order something or order stuff so that I can cook for myself. Since I got reveled my parents didn't text me once tho. I imagined all of this so differently.
I am really sorry that this chapter is not even half the lenght the others are but otherwise it wouldn't all fit as I want it to.
