Shame on you

Week 3 Day 4

I clap. "That song idea was actually pretty cool. Let's write down the lyrics again and then head to our producer." I say and everyone nods. "My Dad is already on his way home. He should be here any time soon." Chads Father is our producer, otherwise we coud've never gotten so big. I head upstairs to the kitchen and sit down just before the doorbell rings. "On it!" I shout downstairs to the others. I open the door and Michael gets inside. He never really liked me, just my oice. "Oh hello Sadie." "Hi, the others are downstairs." "Allright. Was the new song your idea?" "Nope, I had nothing to do with it, I just have to sing." He puts his suitcase inside and then heads straight downstairs.

I follow him and everone seems to be more than happy to see him. Not five minutes later we start recording the song. After three long hours we're finally done. "Wow that was a piece." I say exhausted. "Well actually, we wanted to talk to you about the song." Chad says and approaches me. I look at the others who nod. "Okay go on." "We were thinking that you could sing it on the day of your reveal. The curtain would be dropped in the middle of the song, basically when you sing the party part. There would be firework behind us and the stage would be completely bright." "Okay, I guess we can do that. We just have to see if that's gonna work out. Imma call the tech team tho." "Okay thanks."

I am flustered by how much effort they seemed to put into my reveal, especially because in a few days it's Jacobs turn and not mine. Oh and about that. "Jacob, what special effect do you want for your reveal?" He thinks about it shortly. "Probably like Brad and Chad, the sparks on the side of the stage." Alyssia steps in. "Why not like me? With the fire around me?" "I don't know, I think that's too much for my reveal. You're a grl, that's something different." I nod. "Allright, I'll tell that them too." I head upstairs to get some time for myself and to make that phone call.

As the head of the tech team said that they were able to do both, I head downstairs to the others. They don't notice me at first so I overhear them talk. "And how was your night together?" "Chad asks looking at Alyssia and Jacob. They smile and look at each other before they answer. "It was amazing. We had so much fun." Alyssia says. "Maybe a it too much fun." Jacob giggles. "Oh we had too, didn't we chad?" Brad asks. Chad nods and they all giggle. "We have to go on a double date some time." Alyssia says. "Yeah, when we find the time." Excuse me a what? I can't hold back my tears. "I give you the Night off." I say and they all look at me with scared faces.

After a few seconds Chad steps forward. "No hold up, it's not what you think it is?" "So you guys are not all dating and keeping it secret from me?" I say trying to hide my shaking voice. "Okay maybe it is what you think but let us explain." "I actually don't wanna hear your excuses, none of it." I turn around. "Are we fired now?" Jacob asks. He seems scraed. I take a deep breath and turn back around to them. "You know we are a family, we hold together no matter what and trust each other. At least I thought." "Don't be over dramatic now. You told me yourself you didn't like anyone like that." Alyssia says. That's not even the fucking point. "I don't and I am not jealous." "Well what is it then?" Brad asks me. "Maybe it is that I thought we were on the same level and would tell each other stuff like that. You hurt me, everyone did." Chad walks up to me.

"You're right, that was wrong of us but we thought that-" "You thought what? I am really excited to hear your lame excuse." I say before he can finish his sentence. "We thought that you might feel left out and get mad at us." "I wish that was an excuse. You really think not telling me at all made it beter? I thought you guys know me?" Chad sighs. "We didn't think you'd find out, at least not that soon." Jacob explains. "Yeah well I did, you thought wrong." "Listen, if you wanna cancel this whole thing we understand." Brad says. "Who do you think I am? A quitter?" Alyssia scoffs. "I mean, yeah." I look at her, it looks like she's happy about this situation. "Look at you, crying over something like that and you wanna tell us that you're not jealous? You're a lying bitch and fucking weak." "My Mom raised a soilder not a Bitch."

Chad pushes me slowly back. "Okay enough girls. I think it's best if you bpth leave." He says. "I was about to anyways." I turn around shaking my head. How could this happen to us? And how could I be so blind about Alyssia? She tried to manipulate me from the beginning, she's so jealous and that's embarressing. A 25 year old is jealous of a 17 year old. Kinda funny tho for me.