This is the life I live,
Dealing with ongoing struggles and personal hardships.
That make me take drugs to self-medicate the pain,
Because the drugs seem to help keep me from going insane.
Sometimes my days are long, and others I can't seem to remember.
Ya know, I had me a nice girl, but she left me last December.
This is the life I live,
Dealing with everything that comes my way.
It seems like everything keeps getting worse by the day.
And when it moves onto night,
My demons come out to play,
Because they know I can't fight,
So for them I am easy prey.
This is the life I live,
Dealing with these ongoing struggles every day.
If you want to know how my life has been-
Well truthfully, I don't know what to say.
I lost my home, my dog, my girl, and my best friend too.
Even my family hates me, but that's nothing new.
If you want my advice, don't be like me.
I am a self-loathing disappointment, and I always will be.
It's funny, I used to dream big,
But now my dreams are something I can't stand to see,
Because it makes me hate my life even more,
And makes me realize how much life hates me.
