All my life has been filled with false promises.
Either ones I've made, or the ones people make me,
There is a line of them,
As far as the eye can see.
So why do we do it, why do we tease?
Why do we say these things we know we can't achieve?
Is it to ease one's mind, and or maybe even their heart?
Or is because you like to lie, and watch them be torn apart?
Do we make false promises because we dream of a life and a reality that couldn't be?
Because I certainly have, and those promises I made, still have yet to be completed to this day,
No wonder why everyone hates me.
But at times I can't tell if they have forgotten the promises I've made,
Or just lost hope in my ability to stay true to the things I say.
I would make an excuse but,
Why waste your time and invade your space?
Though if you're reading this, I just wanted to say-
I am truly sorry for letting you down.
I wish I could've been better but,
I'm not.
In reality,
I'm just a liar who speaks before realizing what just came out of his mouth,
So I'm not surprise I couldn't live up to anything you expected me to be,
I can barely let the truth come out.
I'm trying to be better, but honestly, I fear I won't be able to succeed.
Take a look at my past, and you'll see how many failures I was able to achieve.
I was told I always have a chance, but how can that be?
If you only knew the real me,
Then you would see the same thing as me.
