Change,
Something, I fear.
For so long I've been the same,
I lost track of the year.
I can't escape the thoughts that raid my brain,
About the dreams I wish I could attain,
But I fear that I'm filled with failure,
So why risk the pain?
I want to take a dive and risk it all,
But I don't know if I'll soar or if I'll fall.
I know the only way I'll know is if I jump,
But I can hear the failure beginning to call.
I take a leap out of fear,
I'm falling, and failure is all that I hear.
I reach out with my hand to try and grasp on to what's left of my dreams,
But it all crumbles before me, disintegrating totally,
Until nothing but ash remains.
And I became lost in all the ash,
Never to be found again.
