Diary

Partys and ninjas.

I've had soooo many assessments and essays this term.. Also naplan
T3T (I'm suppose to do homework now but ain't nobody got time for that..)

Seen a couple cute girls around... Also on Pinterest and looked up 'emo boys' and hot dang DADDY LIKES X3

(Song of the day: 'The Phoenix' by fall out boy)

I haven't really fallen for anyone lately... Also nothing has really been happening. I guess I'm going to try and make my life more exciting just for this diary XD

My dream is going to pride one day!! That'd be so cool *drools everywhere* :3
Hmmmmm.... A friends birthday is coming up, Oh and I'm going on a holiday soon :D

~next couple days~

So my friends party was pretty sweet. I mainly hung out with this wild and really swag girl called Simone (sea-moan is how you pronounce it)
We pretended to be ninjas forward rolling over grass and failing kart wheeling playing '44 home' a couple other girls including us started doing 'slut drops' and making up really stupid stuff XD

Majority of the party went into Incas little shed thing (which by the way is pretty freakin rad) and started playing truth or dare, only me and Simone didn't so we just went on the trampoline. And this is what happened....

Simone: *does front flip on trampoline and then does random wiggle with hands obviously bored*

Me: I'm gonna go and see what their talking about

Simone: Mk'

So i walk in... And literally as I step in (not even kidding) I just hear this...

"SHES NOT A LESBIAN!?!"

So I'm standing at the door way, with all these teenagers on a couch with there little beady eyes on me. And of course I knew one of my friends had spilled the beans about my sexuality.

Even though I knew my friends were the ones who said
"SHES NOT A LESBIAN!?!"
I still was so upset and ran out with pretty much all of them following me.

I run out side of her backyard and cuddle up on a old couch at the front of her house with little leaves on it and start to cry :C
I just felt scared... That's the only way I can explain it and even thought they came out erasuring me it didn't matter and they didn't judge me, but to be honest none of them helped.. I wanted to be alone that was the only way I wanted to get over it. And I know I sound like a baby but I just wasn't ready to tell anyone. And other people I wasn't even really friends with found out without me wanting them to know... So all the bullshit went down I got hella pissed (in my mind even though I told them it was all G) at the two friends who had hinted at it Untill it was basically obvious.. LEMME lay down what my friends told me what went down. (And ama not name no one cause I ain't no snitch..)

Person 1: (said something around the lines of "oh she wouldn't kiss him" or something can't remember)

Person 2: why not?

Person 3: *sideward glances at person 1*

I had actually came in before when someone nearly spilled all of the beans on the floor if you know what I mean... And I said.

ME: SHUT UP OK *glares at friends*

~back to story~

Some other stuff went down that I can't remember and then this. (Btw there was like 8 people there maybe.)

Person 3: what do you think It was?

Person 2: is she... A lesbian?..

friends: SHES NOT A LESBIAN?!!

and yeah.... Sorry this chapter has been so jumpy but to sum it up I don't trust anyone anymore and I hate friends :I
Like if you think about it what is even the point of friends?? You literally choose someone you like and then bam... Nothing special and if you look at a person carefully like I have you notice the flaws (just sayin I have to many flaws to function..) and see how dumb people are and how people are evil.. I noticed that you seriously can't trust anyone cause your just gonna get hurt.. So I've kinda been avoiding everyone.. *sigh* life is so annoying and complex :T

~Ace singing out for the day!!