Diary

Daily typings..

I'm just sitting in this chair typing this..... Our class had the choice of going to the other class next door, watch a video or work on something.. So I'm just all alone in the class room cause everyone left for the other class. And I feel horrible, I feel like crying.. I seriously can't take it. I thought me and Ebonie would be together for ages.. I didn't even Freaking kiss her cheek?.. or do anything couple related!! This is bullshit I mean she's so amazing and here I am a piece of shit so I guess I understand why she didn't even give me a chance.

Ok so all these random ass popular people just came in and fucked up all my space. Only one person in here who I like is. Simone, she's been in one of my chapters before she's cool.. Ugh they just turned on this engineering video which is super loud and I'm trying to listen to music. Also a creepy thing just happened.. A lyric in one of the songs in listening to said
"Call mad man." From pierce the veils 'king for a day' song.
And the logo' mad man ' literally came up just when it sang that..
I'm writing down lyrics from 'all time lows' thanks to you...this song to how I feel.

Thanks to you I'm moving on.
Chasing out my skeletons and the trouble they have caused.
And all thanks to you in turning over the pages in this book of revelations about self-medication.
But there's this ringing in my head.. Who said it was gonna be easy...
As the ghost of you hangs over my bed..
Thanks to you I'm not myself, I'm all strung up that much is clear.
And I'll spent my whole life time with your life line wrapped around my throat..
Thanks to you.
All thanks to you,

So yeah.......

So schools ended and I'm waiting at my bus stop, I can't be mad at Ebonie. I'm just gonna forgive her and forgive myself for getting worked up about it :D