Diary

Subjects of things, to talk about.. Yes.

Hey guys,

I've been clean for a while now. My cut marks are fading but I can tell I'm going to get scars. I'm so fucking ashamed of them. Every time I look at them in my head I'm like "fuck fuck fuck fuck" it's embarrassing to say but I was feeling such confusion and so much shit was flying around in my head I felt sick, and I kinda cut a boy and girl gender sign thing on my thigh. And it looks like it's gonna scar. Fucking great. Anyway....

I'm listening to MCR'S album black parade writing this.
This is kinda irrelevant but theirs these two boys in our class (Author note: I use third person sometimes so shhhh) and me and my friends ship them together so much XD Im %98 sure their both straight •3• but we have a code where we say olive juice!! If there's otp moment between them so the others know and watch it 😂😂 were really weird. Ebonie (ex) literally said this,
(im not putting in their names because reason but..)

Ebonie: I can imagine Robert raping Banks....

And shortly after that I imagine it.. And I'm not gonna lie MOTHER FUCKING YAOI SONNNNNNN!??! Just saying...
Gay ships are yay ships.
I'm bored so I'm gonna write down some couples in my school some retarded and some I could see. :3
(Sorry you probs wont find this interesting unless your at my school -.-

Loindie 👬(Robert and Banks... 4real)

Xanthee and Josh 👫(they were a couple but broke up and me and teeto shipped it like crazy because she sat on his lap and they kissed and awwwww,XD)

Ebonie x Ben👫 (IM SORRY! BUT I SHIP IT LIKE FEDEX.)

Indigo X Jason👫 (stupid ship but idk could work X3)

Shama x gus 👬(their like best friends but idk I ship it half, half XD)

Holly x a tall person. 👫(idk but If there was a cute tall guy I would totally ship it with holly, can't you just imagine her all blushing with her hair behind her strap over bag, looking sideward and the tall guy blushing to kinda. Idkkkkk I think I'd be cute, I can literally see a fan art of it)

Elli and loran 👭(IM SORRYYY I SPELT LORANS NAME WRONGGG, and I know your gonna kill me for saying this cuz loran has a boyfriend and everything but I could totally see it! The tomboy and then the girly girl. Ship it like fed ex mother fucker✨)

Random little add in but I just dyed half of my hair purple and some turned out pink but it looks so good!! I'm starting to think maybe purple/pink will be my new signature colour? I'll leave a pic in the title page if your curious •3•

And that's pretty much all I can think of at this moment, and remember.
We are not robots, we are not slaves, we are banana nation.

~girl saying goodbye.