A hero's fall (Shigarakixreader)ONHOLD

complications

TW: spicy content, BDSM themes, hitting, and of course degradation.

Chapter 5

A couple months go by and slowly your rank in the league changes drastically. You are often involved in missions and tend to be who Shigaraki calls along with Dabi for the big things. You have gotten so much stronger and healthier since living here. Shigaraki heavily monitors you to make sure you eat enough to stay healthy, (He calls it "keeping you useful" but you're starting to think he really cares) you often work on your laptop from the bar now having a makeshift set up in that favorite corner booth.

The league has had a few wins and a few setbacks as well, but overall things have been going swimmingly. You lean your head back and sigh. 'I wonder where Tomura is.' Your brain whines. He's gotten a lot braver touching you. Giving him what he wants you pretend not to notice as he experiments. He really can be gentle when he wants to be, and you really bring that out in him.

"Well hello pet." Shigaraki says in an almost airy tone. "Heya boss." You smile, unable to hold it in.

Shigaraki sits directly next to you for the first time and your face immediately heats up. "We will be fighting a Nomu at one of the school's outings." He informs you, taking his hand and scratching the back of his neck you see he has his gloves on again.

"I'm glad he got you those." You blurt out then immediately stuff a few pieces of popcorn in your mouth hoping you haven't said too much. "Me too." Shigaraki replies and puts his hand on your leg. The intimacy is new for both of you so silence falls as you both try to decide how you feel about it. It does not take you long though to decide you'd like more than just this.

"Uh...how does me touching you...feel?" Shigaraki asks but the real thing he wants to know is why you don't flinch away from him like everyone else does. It used to infuriate him, but he's grown to enjoy it. "Because I trust you Tomura Shigaraki." You reply to what you believe he is actually asking looking up at him with wide innocent eyes.

"I want to try something I've never done before Y/N." The sentence sounds grim, but you certainly hadn't been lying about trusting him. He was your entire world. Everything he did was perfect. Since falling in love with him, Toga and you had even gotten close, in fact she is the only one who knows about the feelings you've been having lately.

Shigaraki leans in slowly and you freeze at first in shock when his lips fall against yours. They are chipped and a bit rough but it feels...oddly fitting for him. You go to deepen the kiss but just then Toga and twice walk through the door and start cheering. Breaking the kiss abruptly you look away, embarrassed to be caught and he immediately goes to scratching and muttering threats while you blush madly at the table.

"About time-Yay YOU DID IT CELEBRATE GOOD THINGS!" You giggle at Twice's outburst and nod. After taking the time to understand his quirk and what it meant for him you guys worked out an agreement. Correcting twice is a necessary evil just be kind please. You had treated him with care and kindness since that conversation about three months ago.

"Let's go pet. I would much prefer we not be gawked at." Shigaraki grabs your hand and leads you out of the booth. "Have fun guys." Twice says as you pass to go up the stairs to your room or perhaps down to his office...He ends up leading you downstairs to his office which he seldom allows people into. In fact this is your first time down here. Perhaps it made him feel a bit vulnerable. You understand that feeling though...you've always been rather private.

"So um what's the plan?" You ask, looking at him from under your eyelashes.

"Sit." He demands and plants himself on his bed. You walk over nervously and sit beside him. "Y/N after what that so-called hero did to you...I need to know if you are okay with taking things further, but understand if you agree you become mine." You nod and take a deep breath. "Tomura I have wanted to be yours for quite a while now...." Your words trail off and you fidget with his comforter.

"That is very good to hear pet." He replies before getting on top of you pinning you helplessly to the bed. He is so intimidating it sends excited little shivers rippling through your body and you bite your lip looking up at him. "Am I allowed a safeword Sir?" You ask sweetly.

"Of course, I am not a monster like they are pet." You smirk and tell him your preferred safe word. Once he knows he stops holding back. Standing up he pulls you into his arms and throws you onto your stomach. "Good pet." He tells you before smacking your ass hard. He continues to do so until your whimpers turn to screams, signaling him to your pain threshold he leans down rubbing the spot that now feels as if it could have been lit by Dabi's fire quirk in the best possible way. "You are such a great gift." Shigaraki says in your ear.

He rips the leggings you're wearing in two starting at the top, and then takes your panties and pulls them to the side before shoving two fingers inside you...no glove. The thrill of danger paired with him moving in and out of you is almost enough to send you over the edge. He pulls out his fingers, licking them clean before putting his glove back on. Your heart hurts a bit for him at that moment.

"I love how wet you are pet." You wriggle your ass at him a little and bite your lip. "All yours Sir." He lets out a growl grabbing your hair so he can pull your head back toward him. "You'll be calling me Master by the end of this. Understood?" You nod in response, too turned on to be able to form coherent sentences.

"Ehem." You jump and Shigaraki has his glove off standing defensively in front of you. "Ah Master...This is an awkward time to call." You roll yourself into Shigaraki's blankets since he ripped your pants and shiver when you hear all for one laugh. You may be cool with most villains but that man...if you could even call him that...he is terrifying.

"Emotion is weakness Shigaraki." You realize if you don't say something he may get hurt for this. "Uh all due respect Mr.BigOne but we aren't a thing." The man on the screen in front of Shigaraki's couch chuckles darkly, only this time he makes it sounds threatening.

"Shigaraki, your pet is out of line." Before you know what's happening Shigaraki's gloved hand strikes your face hard. 'Play the part.' You remind yourself reigning in your anger. "I apologize Sir." You guys were going to need to discuss this one, but for now...you bowed your head submissively folding your hands in your lap.