A hero's fall (Shigarakixreader)ONHOLD

intimacy in secrecy

TW: spicy content and mild bdsm references

Chapter 6

Shigaraki's shoulders slump once All for one clicks off turning to you. His eyes are unreadable but inside he is raging about what he had to do to you. "Come." He instructs without a second glance. You stand and grab one of his shirts to put over your sports bra since your pants are no more.

You tilt your head looking at how rigid his body has been since speaking with his odd father figure. "I expect you dressed and ready for a mission by eight." You nod and scurry upstairs feeling a mixture of hurt, anger, and admittedly some fear. "I hate that man." You say to the new cat you brought to the league.

Since being a part of the league of villains you have hated the effect that All For One has on Shigaraki, often fighting the urge to defend the man you had grown to love. You pull on your costume. Even months into the game you still got so happy putting it on. The galaxy print mixed with deep black just made you feel unstoppable. You lace up your knee high black boots and put your hair into a half bun using a hair stick that has a dagger-like shape to it.

Grabbing your phone, your eyes widen in surprise. "I'm late!" You exclaim running out the door. This would be your first ever time being late, but you had to admit him giving you only ten minutes to get ready kinda made being on time difficult.

You walk into the bar acting as if you didn't notice the time at all and give a small wave to everyone. Dabi looks at you confused. "Got plans for the pet today?" Dabi smirks at his own antagonistic comment but Shigaraki does not take it so lightly. He decays the glass that was in his hand when you walked in as a warning bringing Dabi to lift his hands in mock surrender.

Shigaraki pulls on an oversized zip up black hoodie and throws the hood and a medical mask on his face. "Wait, are you doing this mission?" You ask in surprise trying hard not to show much emotion in front of Dabi. It's something you often did in his presence not fully sure why. Something about him just always made you feel you needed to be on guard. Without a word Shigaraki removes one glove, and thrusts it into his pocket while the other stays on the hand that grabs your wrist.

You and shigaraki walk for a while jumping from rooftop to rooftop. "What's the plan boss?" You ask a bit out of breath. Shigaraki grimaces "Y/N don't call me that out here." Your eyes widened hearing your name leave his lip felt like a million fireworks. "Okay." You manage to get out finally. "I think we are far enough." With a nod he sits down, legs dangling over the ledge of the at least ten story building you guys are perched on.

You sit beside him and lean your back dangerously against him. "You're insane, you know that?" You roll your eyes and smirk. "Yea and your noggin is perfect." Shigaraki chuckles but it doesn't feel dark like usual. This sound fills you with even more love for the villain. "The Ua thing is because Endeavor will be there. I got distracted earlier and didn't tell you."

You exhale in a huff a gut punch of emotions overwhelming you. "I'd like to kill him myself." Shigaraki looks over at where you now stand, a light glow of rage envelopes you and he can't get enough. "You are so dangerously attractive." The compliment shifts your attention a bit but the glow stays.  Alerting him to the pain and rage beneath the surface.

"You can talk about it ya know." Shigaraki blurts before lighting himself a cigarette. You take a moment to honestly consider whether or not you are ready for this. The smell of the menthol is what ends up pulling you forward. "Dabi is a bad man and an enabler." You announce taking a cig from Shigaraki, you sit down again only now you both face the city. Lights dancing down below sounds and smells wafting all the way up to where you two sit.

"He took me right out of my high school...I was so proud of myself back then. So full of life and hope. He took that hope from me. Every other night for a year Shigaraki." Your later glows in your hand and you shoot it at a water tower. It melts, spilling its contents the way you just did. The destruction brings a great sense of comfort. "Therapuetic isn't it." Shigaraki looks at you with a wicked grin that excites you in the best ways.

You suddenly remember what happened with All For One and shudder. "Y/N?" You puff on the last of your cigarette throwing it up and vaporizing it with your moon lazer. "We need to talk about..." Sigaraki groaned, having known this was going to be brought up. "Master is...not understanding, but he teaches me and gives me resources. I have to keep him appeased. I realize now I should have been more careful about my advances." Your eyes fill with understanding. "You're protecting me." Shigaraki nods, lighting a joint this time. You guys sit in comfortable silence for a few minutes enjoying the haze that's slowly taking you over. "I think I might love you Tomura, and that scares me more than Endeavor himself."

Being out here Shigaraki is allowed to show shock but he can't seem to do it correctly because you flinch away...for the first time you flinch. He hated it. "Why did you flinch, Y/N?" His voice is ice. "Because...I am afraid of myself."

All of Shigaraki's hurt and anger fade away; he knows how that feels...the gloves were proof of that. "I know the feeling." You let silence fall between you again until you can't take it anymore. "Are we gonna fuck?" You ask, smirking into the horizon. "Mmmm we certainly could." You get off the ledge and shrug. "He can't get us here." Shigaraki's eyes flicker and you realize he never knows where All For One might show up, and it clearly affected his mental health. "Tomura we don't have to...ya know." He chuckles but this time it's dark. "Oh Y/N what am I going to do with you?"

He pushes you against the wall grabbing both your wrists; he pins them above your head with his gloved hand. "Fuck I love how easy it is to make you needy." He sneers at the way you wriggle before him already huffing with anticipation. He pulls his glove out of his pocket letting you go for a minute before picking you up and slamming you harshly into the brick behind you. The pain sends pleasurable tingles throughout your body and he moves the little fabric between your legs moving it aside he thanks that perv for the easy access.

"Are you ready?" He asks in a calming tone to make sure you know he is not like the heroes. You nod and give a whimper. "Please Sir." He lines up with your nearly dripping entrance and slowly lowers you. His amazing cock seems to hit every spot and when he bottoms out you groan in unison.

"Fuck." You groan, eyes rolling back. He stays true to his promise to go slow at first but you're his now. He slams into you ripping his mask off he leaves bunches of bite marks and hickies across your neck and chest. "Tomura! Fuck!" You manage to scream climaxing around his thick cock. The feeling of your walls clenching and twitching around him is too intense. He slams you down onto the concrete roof and cums all over your lips and into your mouth which was in a pained gasp.

"Good pet." He groans as he watches you lick his semen from your lips, swallowing what did make it into your mouth before using the bottom corner of your cape to wipe the rest. "I liked it when you said my name. Can we be ourselves here from now on?" You ask gazing dreamily at the city as the two of you share a post sex smoke.

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A/N Hey guys hope you don't mind that this chapter was a bit longer. I wanna take a minute to thank any readers who are here! I really love writing and sharing it with the world has been a big coping skill for me. I hope you enjoy and stay safe out there! <3