A hero's fall (Shigarakixreader)ONHOLD

Untitled Part 18

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Chapter 18

You guys finished the date up by smoking and telling stories about your lives. You both share some of your trauma, and hearing the way Tomura so darkly explained his life before All For One fills you with righteous rage. "I hate that you went through all of that." You say finally finding your voice. You had never seen him so vulnerable...so human.
There are times as his slave you forget he's not in fact a God but a man with needs, fears, desires, and a future. "I want to aid you in achieving everything your heart desires, Tomura. I would burn the world down if it meant I got to see you achieving your dreams." Shigaraki looks down at you his eyes full of an emotion that neither of you fully understand.

"My pet...you finally surrendered." He sighs looking up at the moon. "I told him you would soon. He was ready to push harsher treatment." Your mouth falls open in shock. SUre you had assumed they discussed you a bit here and there, but it seems they speak of you far more in depth than previously thought.

"I'm pretty sure I've been surrendered since I got to the bar." You look at him filled with confusion. All you had done was...oh no...'Am I in real real love with him?' You gaze up at him and sigh. "I love you Tomura." His eyes lower making him look dangerous, but the smile on his face is genuine. "Good girl." Your heart overflows with love and you realize that what you said earlier may be more true than you could have ever thought possible.

"The world will crumble for my Master even if I have to shatter it myself." Shigaraki exhales relishing in the truest form of submission to another...love. He knows at some point he will have to face things that will tear you both apart...but for now..you were against him and you were safer than ever before. "I hope to always have you by my side Y/N."

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You guys ended up staying out almost all night so at noon you were both still passed out. All was quiet in his bedroom where you lay at the foot of his bed. He had told you before leaving the park that he would slowly reward you more often so that you guys can enjoy each other in a more tender way.

He had finally expressed his worry of if he seemed too soft toward you that All For One might take you from him, and likely in the most brutal manner possible. You had accepted as a child that you would likely fall to a villain. So when he told you it just felt like old news. He adores how fearless you are when it comes to death and standing for your beliefs. He sees a lot of himself in you which excites him every time he thinks about it.

"The doctor is ready for your pet Shigaraki." You both bolt up from being dead asleep and instantly you are glowing ready to annihilate anything that may try and hurt your beloved Tomura. "I see it's learned to be an attack dog. Well done Shigaraki." Your Master nods standing up and you see his abs etched into his pale skin so beautifully he could be a statue. Even with the pressure of All For One's presence you could not help but stare.

"I was under the impression it would not be called back for several days master." All for one sneers back at his future (Aka Tomura) and in the most horribly joyful tone he replies, "I decided I'd like some endurance testing done today."

Without any chance for questions the TV clicks off and you are already scratching. Little beads of blood form as you dig into your arm trying not to analyze what you just heard. "My pet, go upstairs and dress in an outfit you dislike or that is comfortable, and knock it off you are beginning to bleed." Suddenly Shigaraki's right hand grabs your wrist. Seeing he does so without his glove makes you realize just how much he wishes for you to stop.

"Yes Master." You whisper in response rising and heading to your bedroom you feel your face heating up the anxiety of what "endurance testing" could mean swirling inside your brain. You are so inside yourself that you run right into Dabi who for some reason was about to walk into your bedroom.

"Uh...hi?" Dabi moves his head to your door and walks through signaling you to follow. "Why have you been so weird?" Dabi gazes into your eyes before finally speaking. "Well that was rude little mouse. I came here to see if you would like to smoke with me this evening. We can discuss your training." You stare at him for a moment until it dawns on you, he is cautious about what All For One knows just as much as you and Shigaraki.

"Okay...for why though? Missions?" His smile is almost taunting when he looks down at you. "Yes Y/N." The way your name weighs against his heart is too uncomfortable to bear so he simply walks away. You stare after him continuing to look at the closed door full of confusion. "That was...weird." You shrug and do as your Master had instructed. You pick up one of your old class T-shirts that only hurt you to look at and the matching sweats. If you were to be tortured you thought it ironic to wear UA attire.

Your hands shake as you dress yourself. Holding all this anxiety in makes you start to glow. The energy that radiates off of you is enough to warp the wall slightly when you use it as support to pull your pants on. "Fuck!" You gasp once you feel the sinking where your hand is pressed. You access the damage and decide that the odd indent was not quite noticeable except for at certain angles...maybe you could keep this one to yourself....

When you get downstairs Kurogiri stands ready for you at the bar. Once again giving a sympathetic goodbye before swallowing you and a very tense Shigaraki. You arrive in a different room this time. Everything looks pristine. The harsh white bothers your eyes and the strong smell of alcohol makes a part of you ache to run. (Something very normal for you at doctor's). The lights are as harsh as the white counters and equipment buzzing incessently and drenching the room with unnervingly clear light.

You see that other than a lot of odd machinery and a large white chair the room is empty. A glass wall shows you a control room of sorts. Filled with computer monitors, x-ray screens, and lots of paper. You very much wish you could be on that side. "Today won't be as fun for you I'm afraid." The doctor states bluntly before motioning for you to sit in the chair.

The gross little man hums as he hooks you up to a machine that attaches to your head sort of like in the frankenstein movies you saw as a kid. Then he moves to your chest lifting your shirt without consent making a hot laser glow spread over your body.

"Pet, is there a problem?" Shigaraki asks, seeing how desperately panicked you had gotten. He hopes this is not too far, but he quickly finds a way to adress what he believes to be the problem. "He exposed me without consent. I am your pet but he is supposed to be a doctor." The little man looks up at you clearly annoyed but after a few seconds of your intense gaze...and the heat of your laser he nods. "You are in fact my patient at this time. I am not bound by law here, but ethics do matter. That being said...you are still just Shigaraki's plaything."

Shigaraki grits his teeth angry at the doctors audacity to say such things. "Precisely why you should be asking my consent doctor." Tomura is feeling viciously protective of you knowing in a matter of minutes he could be watching something he'd hoped would stay locked in his nightmares. It is making him more bold about his being possessive over you. 

The doctor nods eager to please the younger man. "Of course Shigaraki." Is the last thing the doctor says before proceeding. Fortunately the rest of the wires get connected to your hands, feet, and oddly enough your throat. "Now pet, if you do well I will consider another reward." Shigaraki's words are devoid of emotion but when his eyes lock onto yours for a moment you see the fear.

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A/N: Don't worry guys I won't make this part graphic! These parts of the story are added mostly to keep it believable and in line with the character's from MHA itself. I can only imagine what things All For One would do in this situation so we are gonna kinda glaze over it. 

As always thank you so much for reading and stay safe out there. <3