A hero's fall (Shigarakixreader)ONHOLD

Living and breathing target.

Chapter 12

You collapse into Shigaraki's arms grinning wildly. "What's wrong with you?" You giggle maniacally very similar to Toga as a light glow of moonbeams stings his arms where they touch bare skin. You hadn't realized most of your costume had disintegrated when the power flowed out of you like that. "What an interesting performance." You grin over at the TV feeling invincible, the adrenaline rushing back. "Sorry bout the Nomu." You say leaning over the table to grab a cigarette from spinner. 'wonder where Dabi is.'

"With a power upgrade like that I need to do some testing." You freeze in place, smile still stubbornly intact though not wanting to seem too frightened in front of him. "Your Master will be given orders to carry out said experiments. It's not to sleep with you tonight Tomura." Your breath catches in your throat.

'No...Master?' your thoughts begin to spiral no longer paying attention to anything around you. The room spins on an axis making you fall to the floor. Why was this panic so intense? What is this? "Y/N what's wrong? Can I have your blood before it gets cold?" Toga stands over you practically bouncing with excitement at the thought. Shigaraki grabs you by the hair jolting you straight into slave space.

Not the best method or his preferred to pull you out of a panic but he needed to get you to the rooftops where it was safe to speak. "I am taking my pet on a walk to discuss what parts of it's performance were undesirable to me. If you three aren't gone by the time I get back you're dead."

The threat comes from sheer anger, but the League knows that he's acting differently...he was not happy with what the big boss had to say. "Behave little mouse." Dabi cackles at the way Shigaraki huffs pulling you along up to the roof of the building you guys stay in. After hopping along behind him he stops a few buildings past your special spot before turning abruptly so that you crash into him. He grunts slightly at the impact and you mumble out apologies backing away slightly.

"Y/N you are way past your mental limit. What will help?" His kind words catch you a bit off guard his tone is cold as ever but those words..."Destruction?" You ask, giving him a twisted smile. "How about some weed to bring down the adrenaline." His voice softens and he herds you to the edge of the b building like a deer knowing your instincts would kick in. He hoped that would pull you from the bloodlust. "Sit!"

You flinch at his yelling but sit down obediently. "Yes Master." You reply in a breathy tone. Your mind still spins with fear, anger, and even exhilaration. The overflow of emotion is almost too much for you to handle making your head spin nearly leaving you a slave to your urges completely.

"Good pet." He says sitting next to you he slides his gloves on and lights a joint passing it to you. "So how did it feel? Watching him melt?" Shigaraki asks, wanting very much to be inside your head right now. Once he released the Nomu he got his distance from the fight not into the idea of playing in the game himself yet.

"That Tomura was the second most beautiful thing I've ever seen, and I'm pretty sure my moon beams are stronger." You laugh remembering how the grayish white light pulverized the number one hero. "You over achieved though." Shigaraki says taking the joint from you so he can hit it.

He watches your muscles continue to twitch. It reminds him of the first time he took the life of an abuser. He loved this for you. "True justice has been served." You state calmly ready to defend your actions until the day you die.

"I agree but now he's watching. Too closely for my comfort." You nod, taking another hit. The drug induced calm flows through you and you realize..."I think I'm injured Tomura." He looks at you with concern in his eyes but not showing on his face whatsoever. "Where?" You move your stinging arm facing away from him to find a severe burn wound. "How did I not..."

"Rage clouds everything. Even pain."

You look deep into his dreamy eyes. "Can I please touch you as...something different than just a slave...?" Your eyes dart everywhere trying to figure out why you just asked that out loud. "Just this once...I will allow it. You did exceptionally well this evening. You deserve an award for taking out such a big part of our problem." You smile and lean into him.

The first thing you do is allow your head to fall onto his chest. You run your hands over his shoulders, his biceps, his arms, and slowly ever so gently you remove his glove and touch his hand. He watches closely, trusting you to explore but keeping very aware of the fact you have had such erratic behavior tonight.

"I adore your strength and the danger you give off fills me with excitement. Thank you for taking me as yours Tomura." And with those words alone you lean up and kiss him so tenderly...it hurts your heart to see him tense up at it. "I'm sorry, was that too much emotion? I know I can be a lot sometimes."

Light starts emanating from you just from feeling anxious and Shigaraki points it out instead of acknowledging what had just taken place. "The nervous glow is new." Your eyes narrow and you sigh. "You're annoying." You say before leaning back against his chest. "By the way, that could be the full moon tonight. Sometimes that will enhance my outward glow but not really my power. It was really annoying when I was in school. Giving me away no matter how much I acted like I didn't care about anything."

He likes when you are high you always seem to talk more openly. "You Y/N are going to be my downfall aren't you?" You look up at him not willing to untangle yourself from his arms. It looks so sweet from his angle you pouting up at him like that. "You will never fall, Master." You reply confidently.

"I know." Is all he says in return before announcing that it's time to head back. You had hoped for more celebration but you understood you had practically painted a neon target on your backs with your "performance" tonight.