A hero's fall (Shigarakixreader)ONHOLD

add a lil bit o' spice

TW: sex, bdsm, humiliation (very slight), and ofc threats <3 <3 

A/N super short chapter for you guys today mostly because I do try to keep the super spicy scenes seperate from plot points so that anyone who is uncomfortable with them can easily skip. I hope that you enjoy the chapter <3 

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By six in the morning Shigaraki still had not slept. He kept trying to puzzle out the foreign urges and emotions he was having. Unfortunately he was unable to come up with anything and had disintegrated two lighters and a pack of cigarettes in his frustration. Finally you begin to stir/ "Good morning pet." You smile and give a little yawn. "Goo morning Master." Shigaraki finds himself fighting a smile seeing you like this now he realizes for those nights you were gone he had...missed you.

"You are not allowed outside of this building." Your eyes fully open and you sit up. "M-may I ask how long that will be in place?" You stammer out nervous that this may not be the time he wants to answer questions, but the thought of being confined for the rest of your life had your breath stuck in your lungs.

"Until I deem you fit to fight." He stares at you blankly as if he were waiting for a response. You give a small nod and yawn again. "Would you happen to know what time it is Master?" You ask leaning back onto the bed. "It is six in the morning. I am going to bed." He says before walking up to the opposite side from you and laying down.

You stare at him even with his back turned to you the closeness sends your heart racing in excitement. "Rest." Is all he says to you before crashing into a deep sleep. You fight a smile and nuzzle into his back. 'This is okay. Even slaves love Masters. He knows I love Master. Everyone knows...' you talk yourself into a restful sleep thinking of all the reasons it was okay for you to lie so close to him.

The bed shifts suddenly causing you to sit straight up in a trauma fueled panic. "Fuck." You hear Shigaraki grunt and relief washes over you. "I'm glad you're not them." You whisper and turn onto your side. "Get on your knees already." He growls pulling you by your feet so that you end up sideways on the bed and on your stomach. "Yes Master!" You squeak both surprised and excited. 'This is so hot!' your inner voice squeals, sending butterflies loose in your tummy.

You get in position for him to use you too caught up in the rush of desire you feel to even care if the big boss can see you. Shigaraki is naked and lined up with your entrance in the blink of an eye. Before doing anything he leans in real close to your ear. You feel his need press against you from behind and smell the cigarettes on his breath as he utters, "Y/N if anyone touches you. I will kill them in front of your eyes before using decay to turn you into nothing." A tantalizing shiver snakes its way up your spine at the idea of it all, but your Master does not give you much time at all to process his threat before thrusting deep inside of you.

He fucks you rough grabbing your ass hard enough to leave bruises. His hands claw and grab at every part of you that they can. You can feel his sweat drip on your back and feel your own legs quivering. You moan loudly enough that it makes him sneer, "Bet you're embarrassed of yourself aren't you pet. I bet everyone can hear you today." His words alone nearly make you orgasm. You lift your head from the bed to take a full breath after having had it buried in the sheets for so long, but Shigaraki has other plans. His fingers grab viciously onto your hair and he presses your face down hard when he does so your back arches sharply and his cock slams hard directly against your cervix. YOu cry out floating in these feelings of pain and pleasure when suddenly he pulls out of you. Without a word he paints your ass with his cum before simply standing and heading to the shower. When he reaches the bathroom he uses one finger to signal you are to follow him.

You get up and head to the bathroom with him fighting the jelly feeling of your legs. Looking in the mirror you notice you are glowing again. "I like it." he informs you once the door is firmly shut. Bringing your glow to increase and a smile to your lips. "I missed you Master. So very much. I am sorry I failed at working with Dabi." Shigaraki grins while stepping into the shower so that you do not catch the slip of emotion. "I'm not." Is all he says in his drab little tone. You roll your eyes at the response but you both know that was a very beautiful thing for him to say to you.

You hop into the shower with him unable to stop smiling. "I don't think he has access here. Look me in the fucking eye Y/N." You look up concern clouding your eyes...this was very odd behavior. "Dabi is not your Master. Understood?" You nod and realize..."That's why you used me today isn't it...not because...nevermind. Of course you're my Master. I will never serve anyone but you. Not unless I have to...like this time. Dabi is my friend. Not my god." Shigaraki grins, bringing you to immediate joy once again. "I love my Master." You say before beginning to wash your rather dirty hair. You know he won't ever say it back...he's too damaged but he above all deserves and needs to hear those words.

He watches you closely as you lather the shampoo onto your hair before pushing your hands down and doing it for you himself. Your heart is filled with so much adoration that you bounce happily on the balls of your feet as he works. Suddenly you are flung mentally into your childhood.

**flashback momeeent**

My chubby toddler feet in the shower. Dirt everywhere. So icky...

I rub some type of soap all over my head trying hard to get the stench off of myself.

"I can't do it...."

You flash right back into reality and double over as if you've been punched. "It's me pet." Shigaraki says reassuringly. He has his hands in the air in case you have remembered the hero asses again. He'd never forgive society for what they did to him, but he was ready to tear it apart over what it did to you. "Sorry...I uh had a shitty childhood." You brush off what happened and he allows you to do so. His mind is racing at the moment as well. Seeing your glow just blink out like that instead of fading like usual was...unsettling. 'Why the hell do I care so much?' He scolds himself internally before instructing you to do whatever else you have to do. Once the shower is over you are given only one word of direction. "Bed." You toddle over to his dark bed and lay yourself across it. The physical repercussions of sex and overexertion from last night really hit you and suddenly you find yourself drifting back to sleep.

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