A hero's fall (Shigarakixreader)ONHOLD

fluff for my loves <3

Chapter 17

You come into the bar to find only Dabi and Compress are there. Your face falls and Dabi rolls his eyes. "He just left." Dabi informs you not liking the thought of you being so let down. You nod and wave at Compress whom you only occasionally see. "Hello Y/N I like the new look. Have you decided to change your costume for missions?"

You smile, shaking your head at him. "Nah, this is a fashion thing. I just really like being bold I guess." You shrug and sit at your favorite booth opening up your laptop hoping to get a chance to read through the messages. Your eyes widen in disbelief when you see that the originally thirteen messages are now 1,000.

You are completely shocked no longer paying attention to your surroundings. You scroll all the way down to the first message you received and just get it to open when you feel a warm hand on your shoulder. Much warmer than your Master's..."Yes Dabi?" He looks down at you, his expression completely unreadable.

"Was it bad?" You shake your head no and he nods walking away. You wonder what led him to ask...and why he seemed so tense. You sigh and turn to the message again. Her name is Yuni Hoshi. She was 24 years old and...your ex.

You freeze remembering the whirlwind relationship you two had been in. During high school you and her had been off and on obsession, and love mixed itself very dangerously inside you both. It had been rather volatile and you decided to part ways the last year you were in school together...she had not spoken to you since that day.

Before you are able to fully process the fact that she contacted you let alone read what she had to say you feel a hand grab your hair tightly. Shigaraki bends and kisses you hard, not caring who is in the bar. Compress turns as if he sees nothing giving you two at least a bit of a private moment.

"You look tantalizing." The compliment he whispers into your ear sends a blissful little shiver up your spine. "Come pet. I have what we need." Shigaraki heads to the door with a beat up nike bookbag on his back and his gloves comfortably secured onto his hands. He was feeling rather positive.

Relieved beyond belief that he had not been forced to watch you be tortured. He boxed up any thoughts that it was only a matter of time and decided he'd deal with that later. To say he was proud is an understatement, but he needed to get you two away from any possibly listening ears...or T.V's.

You guys walk through the streets quietly, neither of you feeling any pressure to fill the comfortable silence. Finally you arrive at the park you'd told him to head toward when leaving. He sits down on the table of a wooden bench and pulls out some wine bottles, two joints, and cosmic brownies.

"Not much but I'm sure you don't mind...right Y/N?" You smile loving the way your name sounds rolling off of his tongue. "Oh Tomura, I missed you!" Is all you can think to say before sitting between his legs and resting your head on his thigh. The abrupt affectionate contact catches him off guard at first. He stares down at you trying to decide how he should respond. Slowly his hand reaches up to play with your hair. You had purposely left it down since during hero work it was always in a ponytail, and he couldn't stop thinking about how feraal you looked with your hair frazzled and free.

"I am starting to dislike the way my master treats you." Shigaraki bravely admits out loud. He can not seem to help but become a bit vulnerable with you. Especially when you are so sweet like this.

He could shatter you. Sometimes the thought excites him even, but right now...all he wants to do is protect you. "He really scares me Tomura, and I have a feeling not all of the tests he wants done on me will be as painless." Shigaraki's eyes soften reminding you of just how human he can be. "I am concerned about the same, but for now I want to ignore all that bull shit."

The smile that you give in response lights up your face in the most beautiful way. It kisses your eyes with sunshine and the way your mouth curves just seems so inviting. He moves slowly in for a kiss. As slowly as your first one in the bar only instead of anxiety in his heart...there is a new feeling...one he does not understand.

"Wanna drink some of this wine?" You ask him and reach over grabbing the white wine. "I didn't know what you like so I grabbed three." He shrugs it off like it's nothing but the gesture melts your heart...'maybe if things were different he could've been my boyfriend...' You think this silently to yourself as you gaze at the full moon above you.

"I am glad I stumbled into the bar that day." And with that you two lapse into your comfortable silence. Both contemplating your own life circumstances and drinking from separate wine bottles. "I like that you seem to be enjoying yourself. Oh and I wanted to note as well that your outfit really suits you. I would like to see you in more things of this nature."

You grin up at the moon and sigh with relief. He had no way of knowing but you had needed his validation so badly. Even with others comments it was him you felt the need to please. Even out of the slave mentality you just wanted to make him happy.

"That means a lot to me Tomura, and I would love to, I'm sure you noticed when going through my shit that I have a very large amount of alternative clothes." You feel him nod resting his chin on the top of your head as he does so. "I sort of wondered why you only ever wore sweatpants, but decided I had to be cruel enough I could at least let you decide on your own clothing."

His shoulders shrug nonchalantly but you can really see how All For One has him acting really bothers him.

"Tomura, you are an excellent Master and you do what kind things you can for me. That ass hat just has it out for me honestly, and I have no idea why." You sigh hoping that you have not shared too many of your true feelings. He is still the number two villain...and your Master.

"He certainly has a plan for you. Currently he is keeping such information from me. Feeding us bits and pieces. My guess is to make us both feel on edge at all times." You nod before chugging some wine trying to decide if you wish to reply at all. This conversation feels almost dangerous to have...

"Well whatever his plans are he definitely enjoys creeping on us fucking." Shigaraki nods his chin lifting from the top of your head so he can down some wine himself. "Yes, it seems so. I find that rather infuriating personally." You think over what it could mean and realize..."Tomura, he needs to remind us that we are vulnerable before him no matter what, and I wouldn't be surprised if that message is more about you than me." Shigaraki leans down, holding you tight. "All I care about is that you stay alive." Your breathing catches in your throat while tears threaten to leak out of you. "Thank you for caring about me Tomura. I'm sure it can be uncomfortable for you." Shigaraki snorts a laugh at your response thinking how cute it is that you would thank him for such a thing. "Always my pet."