The Book of Sese

Meh

So. Apparently you guys didn't know this, since a lot of you who PM me are shocked when I explain this over and over again, but I am a Pokemon Ranger writer...not an adventure writer.... I don't write one-shot books or adventure stories all the time. I write the most books for Pokemon Ranger, and that was all I wrote when I first started. Then as a joke I wrote a really cliche book that a lot of you now know as TTTDU and that's all I'm apparently known for as of late, when my true passion is Pokemon Ranger books......... Seriously, I HATE writing adventure or mystery dungeon books; I only do them occasionally because there's a ship that I like for that particular game. I actually joined wattpad with the sole intention of writing Ranger books, but no one ever read them really, and everyone just sorta...read everything else that wasn't my finest work that I wasn't as proud of. It was pretty disappointing. Now my favorite books I've written so far are TSTHOAT and IC (It Consumes), which are both Ranger books, and I have no intention on working on my adventure stories anytime soon since I don't particularly care for writing those types of books in the first place. Pokemon Ranger is more me and more my style, which is why I'm writing 16+ books for them. Sure, I dabble in a few short stories here and there that are for different games, but only because it's fun to write something different for a change. Honestly, TTTDU is definitely not my favorite of my books. If anything, it's towards the bottom of the list. My #1 is TSTHOAT and IC is in 2nd place. So, I'd like to not have to put up wit the bullshit of people demanding sequels for TTTDU anymore or trying to pressure me into finishing its prequel, because I don't even want to write the sequel honestly and I'll probably end up writing it in more than a year from now. No kidding, I seriously don't want to write that stuff. This isn't anything new, I've always felt this way. I'm kinda sad that my Ranger books, my pride and joy, are not read as much as the adventure book shit I whip out half-assed. I'm just kinda bummed that the Ranger community doesn't have as big of a fan base as Gold and Silver do. Does that make any sense? No? I think Dragons_Rose is the only one who really understands me when I say my true passion lies with Pokemon Ranger. Eh, then again, she's always the only one who really gets me when it comes to anything anyways.

I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm going to focus on my Ranger books and Fairy Tail books from now on, and all ongoing adventures (with the exception of Ghost Girl) are on an extended HIATUS until I don't know and don't really care.

I'm getting really annoyed by the people screaming at me to write the fucking sequel to TTTDU. I'm like this close to just not writing it at all, since I don't have any motivation or desire to. So please, respect the fact that I don't want to work on a book genre that I don't particularly like to write, and leave me alone to write my Ranger adventures in my dark little gremlin cave that is my bedroom. I'm not self advertising right now and trying to guilt you guys into reading all of my Ranger books and stop reading my adventure ones or anything XD that's not what I'm doing at all, trust me. I'm just explaining that Ranger books are my passion and that's what I'll be writing now mostly. Of course I'm still going to write all those other books I promised I would, I just don't really know when.

TSTHOAT, one of my favorite and best books ever written: 23.3K reads.

TTTDU, my LEAST FAVORITE book and not very well written: 103K reads. I don't give a shit about all the awards it won last year, I still think TSTHOAT and IC are better than this book...

You can see my frustration here.

Every bit of fan mail I receive is about TTTDU. Not that I'm complaining, I love reading all of the stuff you guys send me, regardless of whether it's about TTTDU or not, it's just.... I wish more people just sent me PMs out of the blue asking about TSTHOAT or IC, shooting off conspiracy theories, discussing what they like about the books and what not...... :/ I just miss being recognized as "the girl who dared to write so many Ranger books and actually was pretty good at it," rather than "that girl who wrote that cliche fanfic about Gold and Silver and wrote nothing else worthwhile."

That's all, really. I'm just in a bummed out mood, so just ignore me right now x-x I probably bummed everyone out with this depressing update.